#like....ik mc be yelling sometimes

[gifti3]

Asmo.

[opiopal]

thinking abt clingy mams and mc again.. mainly bc i was thinking abt my mc and mams but still..

The two just can’t handle being apart for more than necessary, if one is gone the other will be sleeping in their bed until they get back(mams in mc’s and mc in mams)

everytime they don’t have a class together they make sure to catch a quick kiss or two from the other as they pass in the hallway,

When they’re eating lunch together they have to be shoulder to shoulder leg to leg,

whenever mams buys them something they hold onto it like it’s a gift from the heavens and vice versa,

when mc is gone and in the human realm all they do is text each other, random pictures of random things ALL the time, mc sends him pictures of birds and says “since when did you visit the human realm?🤨” which makes him laugh for a second before sending a picture back of anything that looks like a sheep, being like “idk when did you visit?🤨”

one time they were both walking home and mc was obviously cold, shivering and everything, without a second thought or even thinking to acknowledge their objections he puts his own coat over them, drapes an arm around their shoulders pulling them close, and mumbles something about how his brother would kill him if he let them get frost bite, all while blushing and failing to hide how cold he himself now was.

they love acting like they just started dating to weird out the others, every time someone is bound to yell “SHUT UP YOU’VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR YEARS” after every awkward “wanna hold hands?” “O-oh yeah sure”

I can also imagine sometimes mc was the one who first started to be physically clingy, once they walked into mams room while he was laying on his couch, he sat up to question what they needed before they pushed him back down and laid down on his chest to cuddle. He is a mess for hours.

just random stuff cause ik I haven’t posted in forever</3

[cherimoyatea]

hello hi! ik the fandom mostly favors interactions between LIs & MCs/Readers but i was wondering if you have your own ideas between the LADS boys like friendship headcanons between them? how their dynamic works and which would be the best bros with each other or strongest siblings rivalry vibes between them (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

hopefully this is alright to request! 🙏🏻

Hi Annonie!

Thank you for your request! I saw the wonderful @irandial already sharing her thoughts on the same request, and I couldn't agree more with her on the boys! But since you asked I'll also drop some headcanons 🤭

I've always imagined what their life would be like if they happened to share a house and how their dynamics would play out, so I'll set the scenario based on your request.

Remember, these are headcanons and just for fun 🩷

❧ The LaDs Men as Friends - Shared house edition

He's the loudest—always getting on everyone's nerves with his antics and pouty demands. Rafayel will block the bathroom for hours with his extensive baths and beauty routines: Since he's basically a fish on land, he's super cautious about keeping his skin hydrated.

Imagine him opening the bathroom door in a bathrobe, with a face mask on and a bowknot keeping his purple bangs off his forehead, as he yells at the other guys: ''I'm gonna burn y'all in your sleep if ya don't stop knocking on the damn door!!'' Then he slams the door shut, locks it again, and puts his Airpods on full blast, while the others continue to desperately hammer against the bathroom door, needing to use the toilet.

Rafayel pretends to be annoyed by everyone in his household and murmurs''These silly humans...'' while also using his evol and wielding his dagger to protect his friends without hesitation whenever they run into trouble. Though they get on his nerves sometimes, he wouldn't want it any other way.

Xavier is in a constant catfight with Rafayel for always eating his cheesesticks behind his back. In general, he's the one who constantly empties the fridge and eats everyone's snacks and food. Even Zayne can't help but let out an exasperated sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose in disbelief, when he finds another empty cookie package in the cabinet—for the third time this week. And its only Tuesday.

Whenever Xavier isn't busy snacking, his friends usually find him either reading a book or napping in the most unusual places around the house, giving them daily heart attacks. Once, Sylus almost spilled his drink when he tripped over Xavier's sleeping form, curled up on the soft, fluffy carpet in the dimly lit hallway. ''Uhh... I'm not quite sure how I ended up sleeping on the floor... it just looked so comfy here and the stairs to the bedroom seemed like too much effort…'' He rubs his neck sheepishly and gets up with a yawn, while Sylus taps his foot impatiently, shaking his head at the silver-blond.

Definitely the ''mom'' of the friend group. He takes care of everyone's well-being while occasionally cracking one of his dry jokes, causing an awkward silence in the room. Surprisingly, nobody feels called out when he scolds his friends for eating too much junk food or staying up too late. ''Rafayel, where are your slippers? The floor is cold—at least wear some socks.'' And the Lemurian? He rolls his eyes and mumbles something under his breath but eventually gets up to grab some socks from his room.

Zayne always has an open ear for his friends. Whenever someone needs to get something off their chest, they approach the Doctor, and he genuinely tries to comfort them. ''Xavier… I don't think Sylus hates you for accidentally poisoning him with your tiramisu. However. Make sure to remember that dishes with raw eggs need to be refrigerated…''

He's the one who would probably get along with everyone, giving off protective big-brother vibes. He mostly watches his friends quietly from the background with an amused smirk, shaking his head at Rafayel causing a scene over someone spilling his paint, Xavier serving a suspicious-looking tiramisu, or Zayne gathering the others laundry from the floor with a frown. ''Doc, are you sure you want to touch that? I remember seeing the fish doing... unholy things with those socks.'' Sylus says with a mischievous grin, earning a dead stare from Rafayel. ''Hold up! I did WHAT?!''

He just loves teasing these idiots.

But Sylus is also the life of the party and always up for a night out with his friends. The guys had a blast at the karaoke bar once when Sylus was drunk enough to wholeheartedly sing Miley Cyrus' Wrecking Ball. Of course, Rafayel recorded the whole show and teased him the next morning while the silver-haired man had the worst hangover ever. ''Listen, Fish... I'm adding a cat to this household if you don't delete that NOW!''

[luci-is-a-bitch-x3x]

Obey Me! Brothers react to: Mc turning into their sheep form to comfort the brother when he's upset.

Lucifer's, Mammon's, Leviathan's, Satan's, Asmodeus's (you are here), Beelzebub's, & Belphegor's reactions.

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Welcome! to another part of this adventure! The characters may not be how you imagine! I apologize for any poor jokes, bad spelling, and terrible grammar. Without further ado, please enjoy the content. ♡

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Asmodeus's Reaction

Asmodeus cries frequently, sometimes its just him being dramatic, sometimes his crying is warranted, no matter why Asmo's crying he never fails to mention how beautiful he looks while crying. Asmo will sometimes fake cry for attention, no actual tears so he doesn't ruin his make up, but sometimes he'll purposely cry tears just so his mascara while smear. It adds to the dramatic effect. When Asmo's being dramatic he can "cry" over anything: mc accidently hit him? He's already bawling his eyes out. No attention from anyone? He can make up a reason after he starts crying. Asmo has been found a couple of times crying because of how beautiful he is. However, Asmo does actually cry sometimes, over things that are completely fair to cry over. Sometimes he cries due to stress, sometimes he cries due to past memories or mistakes. Asmo is usually cheerful but he does have his occasional self reflecting sad moments. They dont last as long as some of his brothers do, Levi, but they still happen. He usually goes back to being his cheerful self obsessed self again soon after!

The first time Mc finds Asmo crying and he's not being dramatic is not suprising but also is surprising, if that makes sense. Asmo had been doing a lot of things recently: lots of fashion designs to make, lots of modeling, and student council work! Mc knew this and figured he may be stressed, so they headed over to his room with the intent to help. Mc knocks on the door and when they dont get a reply they almost leave, but they can hear sobbing through the door. Mc knocks again before slowly entering Asmo's room, Mc sees Asmo laying on his bed face first crying into his pillow. Asmo looks up when Mc enters the room, he quickly sits up and turns to face Mc. "MC!!" Asmo screeches with a tear stained face. The sudden yelling suprises Mc and they next thing they know there's a *poof* and Mc turns into their sheep form. Asmo gasps when he sees Sheep Mc and then he squeals at the sight of the adorable Sheep. Asmo quickly stands and scoops Sheep Mc up into his arms so he can hug them, and then he takes them to his bed for cuddles, his upset attitude already seems to be improving just by having Mc around.

Sheep Mc doesn't have to do much to comfort Asmo, they just need to stay with him and listen to him rant. Asmo may pet Sheep Mc but he perfers to hug them tightly, not killer hugs like a certain someone, Asmo just finds hugging them more comforting then petting them. When Sheep Mc first starts comforting Asmo, the hug will be tighter than it will be once he's calmed down a little, while Asmo is upset he may cry into Sheep Mc's wool like someone would a pillow. Gross ik but like what can yah do. After calming down a little he'll finally rant to Mc for a bit. Something along the lines of "I keep making new designs for the accessories, but none of them are as perfect as me!" Asmo is seriously stressing, if it is going to have his name on it, then it has to be perfect. This is probably one of the times when Mc realizes that being a perfectionist can be overwhelming and stressful. Talking about why he was upset probably upsets him again, Sheep Mc probably has to comfort him all over again.

Asmo enjoys being comforted by Sheep Mc but he also enjoys Mc comforting him in their human form. He doesn't really care what form their in just as long as its Mc comforting him. After Mc cheers him up, it doesn't matter what form they stay in to him. If Mc decides to go back to their human form he'll make sure to at least get one picture of them as a sheep before the turn back. If Mc decides to stay as a sheep, then they'll do the normal things they do with Asmo, taking pictures for Devilgram, dressing up, gossiping. Asmo's Devilgram is definitely full of pictures of him and Sheep Mc by the end of the day.

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Thats all for now babes! Hope you enjoyed!! ♡ This is not proofread. Feel free to comment or reblog any thoughts or any add ons you have! I don't know why this one took so long, and for some reason I don't really like it, so I'm sorry. TvT I might try and rewrite it sometime but idk. I know my posts have been random, but ive been posting at least two things at once so hopefully that outweighs the wait. Anyways i have more content on the way so Stay Tuned! Stay Safe! & Stay Groovy Scooby!

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[sugar-omi]

Saw your last ask about the eloping and then was just thinking if the MC left with Mr. Wedding planner considering some of his lines in the DLC and the Taylor Swift song (and I am so sorry Cove I love you too but oof this went straight to my brain from all the angst and wanting on both sides)

ahhhh im,,, assuming youre thinking what im thinking n that is MC leaving cove to be w baxter bc that angsty idea came into my mind in the middle of writing that request and i have some ideas on it :(( listen to this playlist for the full effect 👍👍 ik a lot more songs i could add but i left it w olivia rodrigo n conan gray

tags : Angst (with happy ending for cove lol), (emotional) cheating, breaking up, your family n friends ar upset w you to say the least, your fam and friends goes low/no contact

synopsis : you leave cove to be with baxter, this is how everyone reacts.

[this is based off this post: "eloping with baxter", where alternatively you leave cove for baxter.]

*edited because i forgot to add derek's reaction.

please break it off before the wedding. if you leave him at the alter, cove would be thoroughly destroyed and your immediate family would prbly end up disowning you and/or going very low contact.

breaking off the engagement was and is a really hard thing, but you do it anyway to be with baxter

i wanna touch on how your family n friends reacts to the break up first...

well lets just leave it at cove's parents don't talk to you anymore and you are not welcome even near their house

in fact cliff even moves out of sunset bird because he's so distraught and if cove comes to visit, which he does and even moves in with his dad, he sees how sad cove is and it kills him

he regrets ever moving to sunset bird and asking you to be his friend.

cliff never forgives himself for this, even though it isn't his fault, he feels like it is and even if (and when) cove gets over this betrayal, cliff hates that this happened anyway.

cliff doesn't send you any text, he just blocks you

but if you send a text before he can do so, which is possible since he's busy comforting his son

then he responds like this..

"please don't text this number anymore. and leave my son alone. you've really betrayed him.. me too. i thought you were a good person y/n. i hope you're happy with him"

kyra leaves you a very scornful message and then blocks you

she refuses to waste her breathe or time on someone who hurt her baby

she starts by saying how much she loved you and everything you did for cove, but ends it with how she can never forgive you for leaving cove like this

"don't bother apologizing. everyone had their faith in you to love and take care of cove but you've really blindsided him. you're no longer family to us, leave us alone."

your family is very disappointed

even though they don't cut you off, you're distant and if you marry baxter, they don't come celebrate with you

your mom is surprisingly very tender about it and she is the one who misses you the most

she cries over your pictures when you were growing up, and when everything was perfect

she knows you're an adult and things happen, this is the way the cookie crumbles sometimes but the holden's were like family too and everything is just hard

she can't even look at cove when she sees him

once she even broke down crying in front of him, she could see the dark circles under his eyes and yet he still smiled at her and gave his best "hello"

cove ends up comforting her in the middle of the grocery store parking lot...

she doesn't leave the house for awhile. she's so ashamed and embarrassed because she can hear the whispers of the townsfolk

"i wish they were kids again..."

your ma calls to yell at you.

ma doesn't ever get mad, if anything mom was the "bad cop" growing up and did most the iron fisting

but your ma can't believe you'd do this. she understands that sometimes you fall out of love with someone or have deeper feelings for someone else but.. you knew cove for 15 years and you leave for someone like baxter, who hurt you?

shes just blinded with rage and sadness, even thought she's yelling she ends up crying

she tells you not to come around for awhile, she can't bare to look at you and look at cliff (and cove) the next day

"please don't bother coming home, you're not welcome here for the foreseeable future. i thought we raised you better than this."

your sister doesn't know what to do

she never expected this from you

she hugs you while you cry, you're still her sibling but she also can't forgive you so easily

she and cove weren't close, but definitely closer than baxter and she saw how much he loved you. and she sees how much he's hurting, as he's slowly gathering all his stuff out of your shared house.

she helps him pack his stuff and gives him a hug, lets him cry and tells cove that he's always been like family, and will always be

she watches him cry in his car before finally driving off and suddenly liz is so mad

all this upset and upheaval for what? a traumatized, flirty victorian-emo man who stayed for a summer and told you to fuck off and then came back 5 years later?

she doesn't yell, but between the quiet and half empty house, liz scolds you and flies back home the same night...

"i love you but i can't believe you threw this all away for someone you knew for ONE summer 5 years ago... i'm so disappointed in you."

lee is the one who comforts you the most when you cry

but you can see the disappointment in her eyes

she calls you a lot less, and she doesn't scream in excitement at you anymore. especially if you're with him.

one night, she even whispers into the dark room, having thrown a blanket over you and thinking you are asleep.

"i thought you were better than this..."

your friends are so surprised

they never saw this coming at all

im (not) sorry to say but you are now friendless :)

miranda is the one with the greatest fury

she leaves several voice messages where she is yelling and cussing you out...

"lose my number! i can't believe you'd leave cove for your wedding planner! someone who hurt you 5 fucking years ago!" "you need to get a grip on reality if you think you're gonna live happily ever after. screw you, you-"

terry is with miranda at the time so she cut off the last message before she could share her new nicknames for you

terry's disappointment is immeasurable.

he tries texting you and asking whats going on before he asks you to meet him for coffee

thats the last time you see him before he sends you on last text...

"i hope you're happy y/n... i really cherished our friendship but i can't trust someone who did this to their partner and one of my best buddies... goodbye."

derek is ready to fly over to cove immediately, and he does.

derek helps cliff get cove settled and calmed down, he even makes dinner while cliff helps cove at least get a grip on reality again...

"i'm so surprised you did this y/n... i thought i knew you better but i guess not... listen, i gotta finish dinner, cove hasn't eaten in a couple days. i'm sorry but cove is my best friend, i hope you're happier now.. goodbye."

cove is ruined, to say the least.

somehow he expected it though..

you were dating cove when baxter came that summer, but he saw how you looked at him... it was with a sense of longing. he supposes it was only a matter of time before you decided you wanted a taste of baxter ward, he just hoped it would never come...

you dated baxter that summer, and he saw how distraught you were when he left you so brutually.. cove thought you really loved him, that you finally got over baxter. but apparently he was wrong, you were just patching your wounds until baxter could put you back together...

you never dated baxter, but cove saw how you looked at him with longing and cove always wished you would look at him like that. i guess you just turned your eyes to him until you could finally have the one you wanted...

cove loved you so much, and now that you've broken up he feels like he'll never recover

cove's personality does a whole 180

if he was "warm", he's not anymore. he can't bring himself to smile and laugh and socialize when his chest feels so hollow yet like he's been stabbed with pins and needles...

if he was already "cold", i need you to imagine him being even colder...

he still says his "please and thank you"'s whenever its necessary, but anything other than a hum when affirming to the cashier that he found his groceries okay

or telling the fast food worker what he wants to eat, which he usually orders online in that case, then he doesn't really talk too much

everyone can see how distraught he is even though he tries to distract himself

he cooks meals from scratch, he even learns how to make bread just to keep his mind away from it all

he tries to surf or look for shells but it just ends up hurting more because he as so many memories of those things with you

his whole childhood was with you... you gave him a childhood and you're the reason he enjoyed life so much, you made him so happy...

cove really tries to keep his head above water but even with the love and care from his parents, he's drowning...

its like when he was a little kid all over again but this time he's the one going through the break up

sometimes he snaps at his dad to please leave him alone and he runs off to the guest room crying.

he's so overwhelmed, overstimulated in every way and hurt.

he feels like he'll never recover from this one

when he does "get better", its still a total change from who he used to be

he definitely keeps his friend circle tight and dating isnt even on the table, and wont be for a long time.

fuck it probably takes him another 15 years to get over you.

all he knew for the last 15 years of his life was you, and now he has to do without you so its hard.

some days he falls apart again, because things are so much harder now that he has to take care of himself in every way possible

you reopened his trust and abandonment issues...

he has a date with olivia rodrigo and conan gray (see above for playlist)

when everyone finds out you eloped with baxter they lose their fucking minds

your ma doesn't even text or call you. you can't even hear her in the background when your mom calls because she can't believe you'd elope to him after all this, no matter how much time goes by...

your mom feels hurt again. it just makes everything so real and she feels sick thinking that baxter is now her son-in-law

your sister calls to yell at you. its less than a 5 minute phone call, she just can't believe you married him...

lee doesn't bother sending any congratulations, doesn't even like your pictures on social media. the next time she texts you she blames it on work, and thoroughly avoids talking about baxter

you better hope miranda and derek don't see it.

derek was certainly the most peaceful when the break up happened, but he would definitely unblock you just to tell you how disappointed he is and he definitely cusses at you.

""i can't believe we were ever friends.""

terry is angry too, but he cries more than anything

he misses having all of you together, this just reopens the wound of how things turned out...

if and when cove finally sees or hears the news, if this happened soon after your breakup he would lose his shit.

if you elope soon after breaking up: it takes everything for him not to throw his phone.

he definitely goes to the gym for a bit to work out some energy. he's so sad but most of all he's angry

that should've been you getting married but you're with him instead.

if you elope later after breaking up: it hurts for awhile. but it doesn't tear him up as long as it did when you broke up

but the first night he does look at your smiling face and he misses you.

in the morning he's talking to his dad and he does realize that its better like this

that you just decided that baxter had everything you needed, and its not cove's fault

he hopes you're happy with yourself

unfortunately, this isn't a bad bone in cove's body to wish you ill.

but he does hope you aren't as happy with baxter as you were with him <3

if he runs into you for any reason, maybe because your moms finally let you come over or you happen to be in town or something

cove smiles at you...

it's unsettling

especially since this is the first time you've seen him since the breakup and its been years

you start talking a bit, you with very big eyes and a shaky voice

cove used to be so sensitive but now that he's in front of you again he seems so unaffected...

"y/n." "y-yes?" your heart is jumping in your chest... "i hope you're happy now." you pause, looking down and twisting your wedding band on your finger. "i dont know... some days i'm happy enough, but most days i.. i think about the what if's...." cove nods. somehow he feels satisfied hearing that, but he'd never admit it. "well i hope you can get over it, you made your decision so you need to make it work. goodbye y/n..."

in the end cove is so much stronger, of course he's still vulnerable with people, he's still a crybaby but the walls he's built around himself are high and it took a lot of therapy for him to get over the betrayal

when cove does start dating again and if he gets married especially, your mom's are in the pictures...

he looks so happy, so does cliff and kyra

if your mom's are in the pictures, especially the wedding pictures, it saddens you because you have no pictures of your family with baxter, it doesn't matter how many years go by.

hopefully you're happy with your decision <3

[lobsterflavoredsoup]

Yo its only ten episodes in but ‘To Whom it No Longer Concerns’ by LICO and fairydragon is really good.

Its a newer webtoon and one of those reincarnation/death + time travel tropes, but with a unique spin.

Im a bit of a history noob (thats a major lie im a massive history noob) but it takes place at somepoint where there r cars and when fashion was adorable! (Fashion still is adorable!! I just rlly like the dresses in this lolll)

Mc is sweet, kind, but no pushover (which is appreciated,, sometimes seeing these sarcastic and witty mcs is a bit exhausting) honestly tho her comebacks r elegant and savage 😭😭😭 i wish i was her!!! Maybe then i wouldnt b bumbling thru convos LOL

The artstyle!! Its to die for!! So expressive and the colour palettes make me yell everytime !! 😭😭 rlly this entire webtoon screams elegance and class (if u ignore the mcs crappy fiance and her terrible siblings) i love laughing at the expressions some of these charas make LOLL im srry but they look so stupid when theyre surprised so cute!!

Tbh i have no picking w cartoonishy evil villains, not that the villains in this r really cartoonish but they r pretty simpleminded. The younger half sister is an airheaded mean girl w a nice voice, the older brother gives off major shark vibes like if ur injured he will take advantage of that n eat u so maybe not a shark but some sort of scavenging creature. He’s a bit weird since hes the only sibling w no musical talent in a family built on music, but he makes up for it (NOT) by stealing his middle sisters compositions. Middle sister is mc btw her name is Ariana Lopez (cute!! Cutie pie!! Love her!!)

Her fiance is majorly crappy and hopefully he gets bullied a lot more thru out the series as he deserves. Im expecting at least one punch to the face from the male lead. Speaking of male leads!!!

The male lead isnt rlly my fav tbh that goes to the mc (cant resist pretty girls) but he is mysterious tall and handsome!! Hes got black hair and red eyes (webtoon classic ik ik 😪) hes a fearsome duke w a bit of a violent reputation, which makes me wonder more abt what the setting is based on since this is a bit more modern than other reincarnate/time travel webtoons, i mean there is cars, but theres dukes, marquesses, and barbarians (???? Another classic ig) anyways the handsome duke dante (good name not too shabby) owns a music place!! So he and ariana (pretty pretty girl very clever!!🥰💖) make a deal for a fake relationship!! Lets GOOOOOOOOO classic trope!!!! Love it or hate it, cant deny its a staple!! Look forward to their legit relationship as time goes on, until then im gonna b rereading these 10 episodes lol

Overall thoughts- good new webtoon!! Worth a read man and im looking out every week for the updates!!! Giving this post a CUTEEE!!! Out of 10 🥰🥰💖💖 for the mc bc pretty women

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[yanderepuck]

hello! i hope you don't mind me asking you this but what is your ideal mc? i'm genuinely curious especially since you seem to despise ikevamp mc so much, so if you were to change/add something to her personality, what would it be? usually, when we write fics, we tend to change the mc's personality. (p.s. i hope you can answer this genuinely since we're talking about ikevamp mc. hope i wasn't being rude to you or anything, i'm just super curious)

THIS

I LIKE THIS QUESTION.

Yes. I hate MC. I hate her so so so much. BUT YES I UNDERSTAND THAT SHES NOT GOING TO BE RELATABLE TO EVERYONE AND IS A DUMB BITCH FOR PLOT.

And thank you for understanding that I talk about ikevamp mc. Some people don't get that and get very confused when I give them examples.

I've had people say "well this is the ideal Japanese woman"

Damn. I've never been more happy that I'm nowhere near Japan if that's the case.

I just wish MC wasn't a giggle little teenager when it came to relationship things. She's a mess when holding hands, or kissing him..EVEN IN EVENTS WHERE THEY HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR A WHILE.

And I don't mean a cute mess bc she's so in love. I mean a blushing embarrassed mess.

Bc I'm reading Fausts route I've noticed a few things, don't worry no spoilers

But he's trying to get her to eat and she yells "I hate you!" And mixed with the context of it it's like ??? Those are your choice of words???

I get it's translated, and it's never going to be perfect, but some of the words they use for translation isnt great...sometimes she's more of a stereotypical white blonde girl

Personally I think she has too much hope in the world, but I'm also a depressed bitch so that could just be a me thing but girlie you're from Japan where how much SA happens??? Are you blind to this

Mozart: I hate you. You're a nuisance, and no one wants you here

Mc: I'm going to make him say thank you to me before I leave!

GIRL WHY.

WHY ARE YOU OUTTING IN SO MUCH EFFORT. Obviously I know it's for plot. BUT WHO DOES THAT BESIDES A DUMBASS

Not to mention AU events. SPECIFICALLY THE SYNDICATE AU.

Look I was SOOOO excited for this event. Only to find out MC is an undercover cop who acts like they have had 0 training and is outed in the first 5 minutes and can't use a gun

ITS AN AU EVENT.

All in all I wish she would be a little more mature with relationships. Ik being dumb and getting kidnapped is for plot...it's not good plot.. but I get it...plus it's not meant to be historically accurate...but girlie nearly gets assaulted her first night in Leonardo's route (and another one I believe) bc she ran out of the mansion...THEN STILL DECIDES ITS A GOOD IDEA TO BE OUT BY HERSELF WHEN SHE JUST PROVED SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO ACT IM HIS TIME PERIOD/COUNTRY

Girl.. you're a travel blogger....you should know some basics...

I hope that sorta answered it. I went a lil off track. Handle relationships better and be a lil more self-aware. I don't think that's much to ask for considering all her faults

[pebblesthefruitygirl]

I HAVE A QUESTION FOR A STORY IM MAKING RN, DISCLAIMER, IM HORRIBLE AT EXPLAINING THINGS SO PLS BARE WITH ME 😭 Also TW:? Yelling, abuse, I DONT KNOW IF THIS NEEDS A TW BUT I WANNA ADD ONE ANYWAYS JUST INCASE 😭 Also this is a REALLY long read! ALSO IK THIS POST IS A BIT WEIRD 😭

Okay so, the Mcs life is supposed to be really hard, and they're very depressed about it. So please tell me if you guys think their life is hard, or if they're just complaining for no reason (If you could tell, this is not a story)

This is the first part of their life. The mc is 14 years old (female) and shares a room with their 15 year old brother, and awhile back ago, they had to give up their room for a year and 5 months and sleep on the couch for their uncle, and their dad refuses to kick their uncle even though hes been there for 2 years and eats up all the food in the house, freeloads off their dad, uses other people's cups, bodyguard wash, lotion, refuses to get a different job or another job, and barely goes to work and screams at the mc EVERYTIME they ask their dad to kick him out, and ignores their mom's complaints/feelings about it, their own feelings and their brothers feelings about it, would you say their life is hard from what you've read? IK THIS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE IM SORRY 😭

(Real but not the crying part)

Here's another part of the story, so one day the mcs dad comes home and notices that it's hot in the house, and the Thermostat was turned up, so the dad AND THE MOM starts screaming at the mc AND their brother about it, insulting them telling them they never do what theyre supposed to do. And then the dad asks who touched the Thermostat up, and the brother says "Idk why you're so mad about this, because we didn't turn it up, it was probably (the uncle" And the dad says "Well he obviously didn't do it" and the brother says "Well he's been here for 2 years I think he'd be pretty comfortable touching the thermostat" and the dad starts yelling at the brother, calling him names and telling him "don't you disrespect that man" Even THOUGH the uncle Is rude, refuses to go to work or move out, or get another job, eats up everything in the house including other people's food, etc. Then the dad rips off the ladder to their bed, basically breaking it since the siblings sleep in the same room on a Bunk Bed and then yelling at them more. The mom stops yelling at them over the Thermostat and yells at the dad and tells him to stop yelling at them over something so small. Would you say the dad was in the wrong here?

(He's 100% in the wrong here 😭)

Okay so then heres the other part of the mcs life:

The mc has to share a room with their sibling, despite them both being teenagers, the mc never gets any privacy, alone time or anything like that. Even the bathroom is off limits because their parents always have to pee, and can't hold their bladder very well. They always have to be in the room with their sibling. They also can't separate the room, like one side is their side and the other side is the siblings side, because their room is too small. Their door is also broken so they can't close it without tape on the door or something, and their bed is breaking, like falling apart.

Their parents are broke, most of the time there is little to no food in the house. Sometimes they have to go a few days without food and make do with what they have. Their parents can't afford to get them clothes throughout the school year, so they hardly have any outfits to wear for the whole week, their parents also struggle with doing laundry, and other basic things. Also, the mcs house is very small, it's not even a house, there are only 2 bed rooms, and 1 bathroom, the mc lives with 4 people. The mcs parents CONSTANTLY have to use the bathroom, so they can't get any privacy in there either, their parents have a very very hard time holding their pee for more than 10-15 minutes.

Would you say this is a hard living situation?

Okay here's the other part of the mcs life:

The mc has to share a room with their sibling, despite them both being teenagers, the mc never gets any privacy, alone time or anything like that. Even the bathroom is off limits because their parents always have to pee, and can't hold their bladder very well. They always have to be in the room with their sibling. They also can't separate the room, like one side is their side and the other side is the siblings side, because their room is too small. Their door is also broken so they can't close it without tape on the door or something, and their bed is breaking, like falling apart.

Their parents are broke, a lot of the time there is little to no food in the house. Sometimes they have to go a few days without food and make do with what they have. Their parents can't afford to get them clothes throughout the school year, so they hardly have any outfits to wear for the whole week, their parents also struggle with doing laundry, and other basic things. Also, the mcs house is very small, it's not even a house, there are only 2 bed rooms, and 1 bathroom, the mc lives with 4 people. The mcs parents CONSTANTLY have to use the bathroom, so they can't get any privacy in there either, their parents have a very very hard time holding their pee for more than 10-15 minutes.

Would you say this is a hard living situation?

The parents also can't move, because houses in their state are starting at half a million dollars, which is impossible to afford especially with the parent's small income. The mc doesn't have anyone to talk to about their issues. Whenever they try to talk to their parents, their parents either make it their fault or shut them down. Their parents can't even remember why their kid is always upset. They can't talk to their brother much since they're both going through it, so their brother wouldn't be much help, sadly. Their parents think that moving will somehow solve everything, even though moving would involve money, that they don't have 😭 and they might have to switch schools. The mc has no kind of escape or pick me up. They live in a boring town with nowhere to go except for fast food joints, everywhere else that's fun is expensive, and far away. Their parents are good parents, but they're NOT without their flaws 💀 (I'm fr making the mcs life as hard as possible 😭)

Would you say the (ᵐʸ) mcs life is hard or are they just complaining about nothing?

[ira-hydrangea]

Hello! I was wondering if you could do some hcs for the dorm leaders with a male or gender neutral crush that is scared of them and runs off when they see them? Like the octatrio one (also for kalim ik he isnt scary but lets just say thay his extrovertedness scares mc lol)

Hello, anon! Sure, I can make that. Hope you like it and I am sorry for the late post.

Male!Reader that scared of the dorm leaders.

Warnings: None.

Riddle Roseheart

He is offended and more angry than usual. Someone misplace the cake. Off with their head. Someone sneak out at night. Off with their head. Someone tries to get close to Y/n. OFF WITH THEIR HE-. Ehem. Yeah, not a good situation.

Cater stay like 5 feet away to even talk with Y/n and Trey try to think of the solution. What better solution than to ask Y/n best friends.

"So... You want us to ask Y/n about this matter?" Ace look at Trey weirdly.

"Yes."

"And what you will give us in return?" Ace said proposing a deal like Azul. Trey just looks at him deadpanned.

"Is making sure your head didn't get chopped for 3 days enough?"

"Make it for 2 weeks."

"One week. Is more than enough."

"Deal!" Deuce just looks at the conversations weirdly.

Adeuce combo ask Y/n about this and his answer make them laughing.

"Y-you will laugh!" Y/n said dodging the question.

"No. We will not. Come one, Y/n! Just tell us what makes Riddle-senpai so scary?" Ace tries to convince him and eventually he answer.

"H-he angry yell remind me of Chihuahua. And I just remember one accident when I got chased by a Chihuahua. I-It is so scary!!"

Okay. This left them with a silent environment until both of them burst into laughter.

"AHAHAHAHA!! A CHIHUAHUA?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?!"

"Y/n... Your-pft- imagination running wild."

"See you will laugh!"

Poor Trey and Cater tries to hold Riddle back before he run rampant and blowing their cover (All of them is hiding behind the bush)

Let's just say Y/n got an unexpected visit the next day with a long lecture from certain red hair queen.

Leona Kingscholar

He already used to people that fleed by the time they see him but still it hurts when some herbivore that he tries to court to this to him.

He will be in a bad mood that only Ruggie and sometimes Jack can approach him. The rest? He will either ask for a fight or throw them out. Neither is a good choice.

But eventually, it's Ruggie that can't handle the situation. He has no problem with that bad mood but if it makes his works harder than usual then it is his business.

"So... What is it you want to talk about Jack?" Y/n looks weirdly at his friend that seems to hesitate.

"Y/n. For the sake of my dorm. Please tell me what is bothering you!"

"???"

Jack cannot get the information out of Y/n so Ruggie that heard the conversation casually move Y/n shoulder back and forth.

"Did you understand that by running away from Leona, You make my job harden! I didn't even sleep for this entire week because that lazy prince mood is getting worse!"

"Uh? I didn't know the connection of that with me?"

"Just tell me the reason you are so scared of Leona?!" Ruggie ask and his patience is running thin.

"There no reason for"

"I buy you lunch for the entire week and force Jack to change to his wolf so you can cuddle him." Ruggie offers.

"... His glare. I thought every time he sees me, he will try to eat me alive." Y/n shivered thinking about that.

That time Y/n try to call him but when Leona turn back and show his glare, he back down. Thinking that Leona is still angry because of that Magiff Tournament, Y/n decides to stay away. For his survival.

Ruggie immediately tell Leona about this and the Lion didn't like it.

In the end, Leona corner Y/n in some hallways.

"Oi! Herbivore. I am not angry with you. That just how I see people. But if you are worried that I would eat you. Heh... I will but not now~"

Leona... Do me a favor and don't make the situation worse. Ruggie is so ready to smack Leona.

I already done Azul part in here.

Kalim Al-Asim

You scared of this baby seal? Oh, wow. It either you are an introvert or you are crazy? Look at him? What did you think he can do to you? Hire an assassin to kill you? (Jamil)

Anyway, your action to flee even before he can say your name is affected him greatly. He weep in his bed and didn't even have an appetite. Scarabia didn't even have a party for a week (Jamil cheer in the background).

"Did you think I'm scary, Jamil? Did you think they find me annoying? Am I a burden to them?" Kalim asks with a depressing aura.

"Kalim, you ask that questions so many times and yes, you are a burden... To me." Jamil answer and like usual Kalim didn't listen to it. Still, trap in his speculation.

That one time, Jamil needs to stop Kalim that almost signing a contract with Azul. Can't handle this situation anymore, Jamil decides to finish this matter once and for all.

"Y/n. May I talk with you for a moment?" Jamil ask Y/n in the library.

"Sure? What is it Jamil-senpai?" Y/n put the bookmark and look Jamil in the eyes.

"I'm sorry for doing this. Snake whisperer." Jamil watches as Y/n falls under his spell before starting to question him.

And what he found for the reason is so simple, he almost loses his hair for nothing.

"Kalim-senpai is too bright. He overwhelmed me with that attitude."

"Just that?"

"Yes."

After Jamil tells Kalim that, he tries to tone his attitude down. Of course, it works for like 5 minutes. At least he tries...

Vil Schoenheit

Vil notices it even before Rook tells him. He know how you will always run away whatever he comes to the room.

At first, he thought maybe you were just afraid to talk to him because he is an actor. Maybe you are just nervous to even look at him. (His pride is big)

These things go until Rook clears up the misunderstanding.

"When do you think that little potato will brave up and talk to me, Rook?" Vil ask looking from his room windows at Y/n and Epel that walking with each other.

"Roi du Poison? Didn't you notice anything weird from them?"

"Hm? You mean how they look nervous every time they see me?"

"Oh my! I hate to bear such bad news but they are not nervous but scared."

"What did you mean by that?"

Vil almost no scratch that. He dramatically gasps in disbelief. That little potato is afraid of him?! Not because they are nervous but Scared?!

Immediately call Epel for this matter. Epel being a good little junior used this chance to tease Vil.

"Heh. That you got for forcing me on that stupid etiquette lessons. Y/n told me, he sees how you treat me with that 'whip' and how that reminds them of some scary movie." Epel said smugly. Enjoy the look of devastated in Vil's face. (Oh, Epel know about Vil crush on Y/n)

Okay, that crack Vil up. Lucky for Epel because now every time Y/n comes to visit, Vil will try to tone down his strict attitude.

Just a little. Don't get your hope up.

Idia Shroud.

This soft boy is already an introvert and because of Y/n action, he almost didn't want to step out ever again.

He still remembers that every single time, he gathered the courage to start a conversation with his crush, Y/n. He will straight bolt out from there.

Poor Ortho needs to calm his brother after that. Idia will hole up inside his room and stay hidden under his blanket. When Idia told Ortho to try to find out what wrong, Ortho did a quick scan of you from a far.

"The brain seems to stimulate more fear into their senses." Said Ortho and that make Idia froze.

"Fear? They scared... Of me?" Que a lot of mumbling mess Idia. (Ortho need to smack his brother super hard to make him go back to reality)

Ortho tries to investigate more for his brother's future relationship on what caused this issue. So using his charms as a child, he starts to ask you.

"This may seem embarrassing but that one night when I was on my way to return to Ramshackle dorm. I saw a ghost..." Y/n answer the question from Ortho.

"A ghost?"

"Yes. Coincidentally, this ghost appearance match Idia-senpai. He starts laughing creepy in the hallways and holding something like a package. That way when I saw Idia-senpai, I remembered that incident."

Idia that hear everything from his room cover his head in embarrassment. That ghost is him. He is so happy that day because his game package finally arrived.

With Ortho pressure and help. Idia goes to Ramshackle dorm and explains everything to him. Y/n that become so embarrassed start to apologize profusely. Their relationship soon started to become normal again.

Malleus Draconia.

First of all, it didn't make sense. Y/n has already been friends with him since day one. It didn't click it on me but let say Malleus does something that makes Y/n scared of him.

Malleus will be very sad. (Sad baby dragon noise). He thought he did something wrong to you that make you run away from him.

Diasomnia has it hard. Because Malleus's mood goes down, sometimes a storm starts to brew around the dorm.

Malleus is not fond of asking for help from his three retainers. One, they will not be much help and two, they will make the situation worse.

Sebek will just yell at Y/n and Malleus didn't want that. Silver will fall asleep and maybe forget about the task. Lastly, Lilia will probably scare Y/n and turn things into interrogation.

Malleus think the best solution is to ask his child of man directly.

"Child of man. I can't help but notice that these past few days you seem to avoid me. May I know a reason?" Malleus blunt questions make Y/n stunned.

"Um... about that. I'm sorry if you think I didn't want to be your friend anymore but I noticed that these past few days, your mood seems bad." Y/n stop for a moment and Malleus told him to continue.

"Whenever you got mad or have a bad day, I notice that thunder will follow. I know it's not your fault but I am still very afraid of thunder... That why I decided to stay away from you for a while."

Now with that misunderstanding clear up, Malleus promise to try to keep down his power that controls lightning. To avoid scaring his child of man too much.

[askcarla]

why do u like carla

Unimportant Information: I am an INFJ personality girl and these personality people are fond of coldest & serious characters/ppl out there most of the time? For example, Carla's personality I believe INTP and that tends to be very 'alike' or similar and compatible with my personality type :P Ik I sound like a hella NERD but I like Naraku as #1 Character in Inuyasha. Don't ask me why skjskjsk

Past / Background

Carla's past story or BG story is probably be the main reason I like him the most. He had a very TRAGIC past and I really cry each time I see him having a mixing emotion regarding his father Gishbach's torture on him. He really tried his best for being acknowledged and praised by his father...Altho his mother was always there to support him. and it kinda also reminds of my own life situation and goals And also shin's view point regarding Carla in past...but the truth Carla really cares about shin as a perfect brother. I like the bond between Carla and Shin as brothers way more than Mukamis. And also the time when he killed his father was also sad for me. In short, Carla's BG story was most interesting one for me.

Talent /Skills /Strengths

Carla is born-talented with powers as it was told by Krone, which is very powerful compared to his father or other First-blood races. In a training with his father, Carla really mastered a strong magic power(?) which his aged races couldn't do and Gishbach was highly jealous and astonished about that and knocks him out senseless following on. He is also very good in sword, and basically in all the things that ought to be required for a king. He also loves to read books which is absolutely amazing I guess. He is also very artistic person, ae he likes landscapes paintings. He also has a very sharp nerve as it was told my Yui in CL. He is also great in English (grammar) shown in DF. Like yo,,,there are 100s+ and I will get tired if i type everything lmao!

He is also exceptionally good in chess, probably be more or equivalent to Reiji. In Reiji's route, I could clearly say how cold-headed and planned tactics Carla made to beat down Reiji. He said - "99% of the chess is strategy" and it has become my most fav quote ever lol. Altho it's very basic thing to know for a chess-player/lover like me. And then Reiji mentioned after that there's something where he and Carla are very alike...(Which is they both wanted to be acknowledged and praised.) Bringing Reiji here cuz he is my #2 bias forever

His Kindness

For the DL fans who haven't played his route yet might haven't notice that much but, Carla is a very kind person. In LP, I really liked those moment when he saved Yui even though knowing he is gotta get effected by the poison twice in Zatan's mouth. Also when Carla told Aji not to kill the snake which seizing the antidote outta that,,,,although it was the biggest bother in that route lmao. In LE, also when he didn't punish or yell at a ghoul child for injuring him etc etc. Even tho he finds sometimes difficult to understand ppl,,,but he is very kind inside at the same time.

His appearance

Okay—I fall in love with his dress and everything hjsksks. I personally see his style very unique, meanwhile goes well with his kind of person who said "I don't dresses which exposes skin too much like a shameless." Every single outfits, especially dark fate and lost eden. Also like the way he manages his hair and scarf. Idk how to specify lol, I really like every single thing. His hair, eyes, body and EVERYTHING AAAa-

His Voice

I always find deep and dark voice very calming, and carla's voice is such a soothing version of it. I am a big fan of Toshiyuki and most of the otoge characters that I stan is voiced by him uvu. Ik some ppl think Carla's voice sounds like he is around 60+,,,but I never thought of him like that and will I be ever. His voice suits pretty decent with his sharp gaze and cold atmosphere. I luv him voice, so much like literally music in my ears.

His love towards Yui

Although his main attraction towards Yui/MC was developed in Maniac epilogue,,,pretty late but it worth it very much. I was like really surprised that how lovely and affectionate he could be...wow. The hands that was more likely to choke her was now the only place Yui could belong. Also he was jealous when he saw Reiji taught him that English thing on that notebook before. Despite being sadistic, he has a soft heart inside and—always cares about Yui and protects her. He can also catch Yui's mood or thoughts easily by observing her expressions and face.

I am tired-this is just the top reasons that popped out in my mind lol. I can write a newspaper tbh,,how much i love him and my reason for that. Not only romantically but...i really do learn many things from and it is the most inspiration in achieving my goals and especially study purposes sjsksjk

[still-a-morosexual-help]

OBEY ME! CHAPTER 51 DETAILED SUMMARY + THEORIES

MC goes out looking for them, in the music room the record player starts on its own. MC ends up wondering the empty house on their own, ending up in the library. They reminisce about a conversation with the brothers where they were debating who the real killer of the OG HoL family was. With Asmo & Beel (Beel because he can never imagine family killing each other despite how bad things get and Oh Beel you Sweet sugar plum welcome to the human world~ it be like that sometimes) saying it was the servant, Belphie saying it was a stranger (cause the oldest and the servant are too obvious, and maybe the oldest wasn’t killed cause he was not home at the time) and Satan & Mammon saying it was the oldest brother (with Mammon defending his choice by saying that as they are always the meanest and nastiest it’ll be in an oldest brother’s nature, but also that in the story the oldest never got along with his siblings), Mammon’s argument makes Levi join team oldest. MC chooses who the killer was (it was the oldest c’mon! the guy bought a gun days before a similar model was used to shoot and kill his entire family, and he was seeing arguing with the servant the day before the murder). MC then gets a call on their DDD, and you can choose whether it’s from Satan or Simeon.

MC tells whoever calls what’s going on, while cats shriek in the background of the call (poor Simeon…) One cat is climbing and scratching Satan, Da Vinci and Michelangelo are fighting and the call is kept. They remember more times in the HoL; Lucifer trying to get Belphie to stop napping in the library cause it’s too cold and he’ll get sick, Asmo cooing over how adorable Belphie is asleep, Mammon & Levi arguing about money (Levi: give me my money back Mammon: Chill. Soon.  Levi: What’s soon? In 30s? In 1min? In 1min 30s? Mammon: is getting your money back on your bucket list and you’re wondering if you’re gonna croak soon?   I dunno I thought it was funny…), Satan yelling at them to find another place to fight cause he’s reading, Beel watching a gory horror movie and devouring snacks, MC is asked if they like horror movies. If they say they like it Lucifer says it’s good that they don’t scare easily, Asmo says they can handle any situation with cool and calm, Levi says they’ve already conquered 7 of the devildom’s most powerful demons so really what’s there to it, Mammon says that either way MC has nothing to worry about, Lucifer agrees adding that they’ll always have the brothers at their side (why is this so sweet?????). MC pines for them rn and tries to reassure themself only to satan to ask them what’s wrong and if they missed him that much (and this is the point irl where I would have taken the nearest solid object and chucked it at his head but MC’s made of stronger stuff)

Simeon is there as well and Satan is covered in powder (he’d been testing a new drink flavour which pissed all the cats and now he’s covered in the flavouring. Simeon says that wouldn’t have happened if there were no cats in the café in the first place. Satan says they are an improvement. Simeon – poor fellow – still has no idea why Satan thinks he wanted a cat cafe), MC screams wtf and they explain that Barbatos had dropped by and they’d asked him to portal them to MC and why hadn’t they done this in the first place? I mean ik they probably all wanted to spend time together via a mini vacation and all 3 of them are probably too scatter brained to think of Barbatos on their own but why did no one else suggest Barbatos? Barbatos had apparently being fuming cause he’d gone to the café to take a small break from his man-child of a boss and his other 24/7 duties only to be placed in charge of a café full of manic cats. Satan thinks being stuck in a cat café is heavenly, Simeon disagrees and says Barbatos will find a way to get back them. MC tells them calm the fuck down cause your brother and your son are missing! Satan says he is calm, heavily implying he was seconds away from losing his shit. Simeon changes the subject by saying that the imitation HoL looks like a carbon copy of the OG, Satan says the books in the library (where they currently are) are different to the ones back home and that the ones in this house are more to satan’s taste than the ones back home. Simeon notes that they all seem to be about art. Satan picks up an odd book out, it’s old and ragged with a picture of a pink geranium on it.  The title is Ma…14-31 with the middle part faded out. Simeon stresses that they should be focused on finding the others but both Satan & MC wanna open the weird book. Simeon manages to drag them away though to search for the others and come back to the book but when he opens the door out of the library they’re enveloped in a bright white light.

They end up in a brightly lit forest, with Satan wondering tf happened and Simeon saying he recognises the place, an unknown voice asks who’s there, revealing angel!Beel dncjndsjND is MC time travelling AGAIN!? How many times are they gonna fuck up history!? Also what about Satan!? Man’s gonna lose his shit!!? Also I desperately wish MC remembered their last trip to the past just so they could be like ‘lol hey guys long time no see’ and Satan & Simeon would just ???????!!!?? Beel (who’s a gate protector angel? Something like that) asks who they are and MC (who unfortunately remembers nothing) goes “Beel!? Tf you wearing” and he goes “tf are you”, Satan is stunned silent and Simeon soothes things over by being Simeon. Beel asks Simeon who MC and Satan are and he says they are his acquaintances – MC and Sully…….SULLY!! SULLY !!? SULLY!!!!? Out of respect to everyone named sully I won’t say anything, ANYWAY satan has the same issues with the name Sully as I do but Simeon whispers and tells him he doesn’t know if they’re in the past, in an AU or something else entirely so it’d be safer to keep the name ‘Satan’ a secret. Simeon asks what Lucifer’s doing and Beel tells him that he’s at the Celestial Palace, with Michael and the other higher ups which should include Simeon. Simeon says yes but “you see these two idiots here behind me are so fucking dumb they fell into a hidden pit and called me to rescue them because they were too fucking dumb to remember that as angels they have both magic and wings” Satan has the same issues with that excuse as I do. Simeon asks about the brothers, Beel says the same as usual. Levi’s holed up in his room cause he fears he’ll be made redundant with the end of the war (so this takes place around the same time as the last trip to the past). Satan mumbles about Levi being the same even back when he was an angel, MC asks whether Satan remembers anything from when his brothers were angels, he says he has broken fragmented memories from their times as angels because he only sometimes was able to see through Lucifer’s eyes (and I just realised how similar Satan and MC are? They’re both relatively newcomers to the family, biologically they’re nothing like the brothers and probably the rest of their species (Satan being born from Lucifer’s rage and MC having a fallen angel as an ancestor), they both accidentally became part of the family with Lucifer having no choice when all the others were picked by him, they’re both cool, collected and calm but hide destructive magic, from everyone else in the HoL they’re the more normal ones but are also up for stupid shenanigans, they’re both pretty considerate and seem to show affection through acts of service – with how they look out for the others and their needs and likes, neither are scared to talk back to Lucifer, neither have met any of the celestial realm higher ups or know the workings of the celestial realm, neither have really met Lilith, they both had some kinda beef with Lucifer, they were never part of the war between the demons and angels or part of the fight before the Fall, their few memories of the Celestial realm come from either what they saw through Lucifer or what Lilith showed them, they’re the only ones in the family who are biologically related to someone else who either is or was part of the family, they’re stubborn and hardworking, and because right after the Fall and after Lilith’s death I’d imagine Lucifer being broken and regretful of what he see as his decisions - fuelled by his anger - leading to her death and seeing Satan being created from all that overwhelming anger and pain…he probably saw it as everything he did wrong manifesting in the form of a person. As I said earlier I’m pretty sure Mammon’s the one who raised Satan considering he was the one doing a lot of the heavy lifting during the early days of the fall and Lucifer would only later come to acknowledge Satan, and as far as we know he’s only ever acknowledged that he’s technically Satan’s father twice and by this point after years of the two of them avoiding the topic Satan reacts to that acknowledgment with understandable anger but at some point right at the beginning I’d bet a much younger Satan wanted to be accepted and acknowledged by Lucifer, specially after all the others did so. What I’m trying to say is that MC and Satan’s initial relationships with Lucifer were probably similar too with Lucifer being mostly polite and even somewhat protective over them but also being distant and prickly while he tried to determine whether they were a threat to the rest of his brothers, while they resented him, butted heads with him and wanted to be acknowledged and accepted by him in equal measures after everyone else had already accepted them. Also in S1, specially towards the end, MC making pacts with the brothers became less about freeing Belphie and more about proving something to Lucifer – while Satan always seems to have something to prove to Lucifer. Overall, Satan and MC have a lot of similarities and a severely underrated friendship that I really wanna explore more of – I want them coming to each other for problems that the others won’t understand them having, to talk about the few memories they have of the celestial realm, to diss Lucifer, to talk constantly containing destructive power/anger in them, just I need more of them.  Plus would Belphie also have had issues with Satan, initially? I mean imagine your older brother coming to you and saying “so your little sister died in my arms but check out this other kid I just gave birth to”. I dunno Belphie’s grief and anger was irrational thousands of years after Lilith’s death when he blamed her death on the entire human race and you know not the people who actually shot the arrow that killed her (really need to talk about this too), so I can’t even imagine what he would have been like when the loss was still raw and not even a minute after her death Lucifer’s somehow found some new sibling for them.) Right enough rambling. Back to it. Beel says he’s looking for Belphie. Mammon turns up and asks who the shit MC and Satan are, Satan is once again speechless, Asmo’s with Mammon and calls the two of them cuties – poor Satan doesn’t like that one bit. Levi asks for their names and Simeon introduces them – Mammon seems highly suspicious of them, but Asmo accepts it in stride and says ‘Sully’ is an adorable name. Satan looks like he wants to throw hands. Simeon says that he has an idea where Belphie might be and that he & MC will go find him and has asks the others to look after Sully for him. Satan immediately protests but Beel agrees and Levi drags Satan along with them, while Mammon contemplates putting Satan to work to help with whatever they were doing which Satan complains more about (and isn’t this a topsy turvy world), Asmo helps to pull Satan along and Satan screams about where exactly Asmo is putting his hands – Asmo is merely flattered about Satan knowing his name. Satan screams for help as MC and Simeon turn to leave.

Simeon is giggling evilly about Satan’s face when they left him, MC notes he looked happy, Simeon agrees – shocked and freaked out but happy. Simeon said he didn’t leave him back just to be mean but instead because Satan was curious about his brothers’ celestial realm days. MC says “yeah sure you didn’t leave him just to be mean”, Simeon laughs and insists he’s “a nice angel” in the fakest way possible. Simeon says he loves the Celestial Realm air but that this doesn’t feel like the past. MC asks him what past Simeon would be up to – Michael and Lucifer were bossing him around and running him ragged, he says that hasn’t changed since then and that the both of them are sadists at heart who love making things harder for people (Luke vs Simeon’s view of Michael are so different it’s jarring but I also have the picture of someone who looks and acts like Lucifer’s complete opposite with a sweet, sunny personality hiding a cutting, cruel in the same was Lucifer is, even prideful person underneath it all. I just love characters who look and act kind but could and would murder you in cold blood if it benefited their cause),when he wrote TSL – he wrote it after the brother’s left cause he missed them. “No offense to Luke and Satan, who haven’t been born yet but this was the most fun period of my life,” says Simeon to a person who also hasn’t been born yet (also how are angels born? We know that all though there are lots of similarities between the Celestial Realm & the Devildom and Heaven & Hell they aren’t the same places at all, Lucifer refers to God as Father and I’m assuming the other brothers do as well but they’ve said before none of the brothers are actually related to each other, I always assumed God just poofed them into existence. But then how was Luke specifically born? Because it’s heavily implied that Michael is in charge of the Celestial Realm the same way Diavolo is, meaning God – like the Demon King – is probably maybe taking a power nap and Luke is only some hundred years old so he’s probably way after God’s time so how was he and all the newer angels created? I’m 100% sure most of the demons in the Devildom – Diavolo included – were biologically reproduced so did angels learn to do that? Does Luke have parents? But then Raphael saw a normal human party as immoral so, even after so long, I can’t see them promoting sex so then did Michael poof Luke? But if so wouldn’t Luke call Michael Father, the same way Lucifer called God Father? Or is there some cosmic magic energy that poofs out new angels? You guys ever watched that first animated Tinkerbell movie where she was still learning to be a tinker fairy? Remember how she was created? The little dandelion seed that was mixed with that gold glowing fairy dust & magic mixture until it spit out a person? that’s how I imagine OM! Angels are created minus the dandelion part. Swirling unknowable natural magic that mixes with emotions and cosmic matter it draws from its surroundings till it creates an angel.) Simeon makes MC stop and kick a tree as hard as they can (which they do without question) until Belphie falls out.

After Belphie is introduced to MC he asks if they’ve met before and MC very lowkey gaslights him for the sake of the already fucked timeline and Simeon tells him Beel is looking for him. (MC can also tell Belphie they live together and he now considers them a crazy person, unless they are the rat in the attic that’s taken a humanoid form in which case he’s gonna avoid them for the rest of eternity). Belphie says Lucifer had wanted him to do a job but he ‘lol noped’ outta there and now he’s recruiting MC and Simeon to help him with who knows what cause he refuses to explain when MC asks. Belphie is surprised that Simeon has two angels assigned to him and Simeon asks if he’s too much of a low level grunt to be given two angels and Belphie’s like “Dude you’re literally one of the highest ranking people here” and Simeon’s like “oh shit lol we’re in the past” and MC’s absolutely unhinged curiosity and unwillingness to let something go only strikes at the odd moment so they never bother asking how Simeon went from one of the most powerful people in the Celestial Realm to a low level grunt (fucking idiot). Belphie hears Simeon’s oh shit comment and asks what he said, Simeon lies through his teeth and MC comments on angels lying. Simeon gave us the whole white lies speech that our parents gave us at some point. Belphie insists that MC’s familiar and MC suggests in a dream, which Belphie takes cause when you spent most your time asleep reality starts getting warped. Belphie makes Simeon and MC carry 6 blankets, when MC asks what exactly Lucifer made Belphie do he says he made him go get blankets for 6 people & that Lucifer had just given them a list of stuff to get and none of them knew what for. Belphie says that Lucifer’s being gone a lot lately cause the prince of the Devildom keeps calling for him (and so this is definitely after MC’s first visit now and I loved the Devilgram about Lucifer & Diavolo’s first meeting but I need detailed backstory about every meeting since then, about how Lucifer started slowly warming up to Diavolo, how Diavolo was always in awe of him despite how much of a prick he was, how he slowly started doubting the celestial realm and seeing things Diavolo’s way, how he felt like the Celestial Realm was lying to him about how things should be, how he should be and that started building up his resentment and anger that would one day turn into Satan, how he felt more comfortable in the Devildom than he ever had in the celestial realm, how much guilt and anger towards himself all this made feel, I mean all this is briefly touched upon in the devilgram but I need it in depth pls someone come scream at me about this!) Belphie says today is Lucifer’s first free afternoon in a long while. Outside the door they hear Mammon yelling at Satan to catch something.

Outside Levi and Satan are trying to catch fluffy eggs (multi coloured eggs with wings), Levi calls Satan “Sully dear” when he tells him to watch his step which Satan takes great offense to. Satan makes a plan that leads to Levi catching all 6. Asmo comments on how despite just meeting they make a perfect team. They go to the brothers’ secret room where the others were making fluffy egg sandwiches on Lucifer’s orders until Beel let them escape. Beel says he didn’t mean to let them escape cause he only wanted to eat them and Mammon says that’s worse (love to see that Beel’s taken MC’s advice from their previous visit and is not trying to control his snacking). Mammon leaves MC in charge of making sure Beel doesn’t eat the sandwiches and asks Beel when he became so food crazy and he says lately he’s been getting more hungry than normal (I like to think that yeah this is Beel unconsciously following MC’s advice to give in to his urges but also Beel and the rest of the brothers unknowingly already starting their fall into being demons as they become more discontent living in the celestial realm during peacetimes). Satan tells Levi to put only thinner layer of butter on the bread and levi does so, Asmo says that there’s something about MC and ‘Sully’ that makes it feel like despite just meeting them that day it feels like they’ve all known each other much longer (I love how Satan just immediately fits into the group dynamics showing that even though he wasn’t there in the beginning he was always meant to be and how both this and last time MC’s just easily accepted like ‘yeah here’s this weird new angel they’re sticking with us now’). Belphie agrees saying he feels like he’s known them forever. Simeon asks MC and ‘Sully Dear’ if they heard that and that it seems like they all share a special bond. Sully dear takes extreme offense to his new nickname. Asmo tells MC and ‘Sully Dear’ that they’ve now been adopted into the family and that any attempt to resist will be futile. MC tells Asmo that it may not be possible. Belphie’s sad. Beels acts like they didn’t say anything and just repeats that they should stay with them. Mammon adds a ‘forever’ onto the end of that and that Lucifer will make it happen cause there’s nothing he can’t do (do you think if Lucifer stayed in the celestial realm he would have just kept on adopting random misfits and oddballs?). Satan’s daddy issues pop up at the mention of Lucifer and he says that even back then Lucifer was pompous with an over inflated ego (something I like about OM! Is how Satan’s deep issues with Lucifer are never resolved after one wacky adventure. They’re deep and old enough that it’ll take a long time to be fixed but progress is being made after each therapy session with Satan even if there’s the occasional regression. It makes it feel much more real). Satan’s annoyed enough about Lucifer that he doesn’t bother lowering his volume so the brothers end up staring at him silently. Probably shouldn’t have dissed Lucifer in front of people who think he’s the best thing ever. Period. Y’know since sliced bread probably hadn’t been invented at the time. Actually when was sliced bread invented? Wait. July 7 1928. Also apparently sliced bread is banned in the US? Is that true? Oh shit okay I actually read through the article and this happened during WWII and the ban was lifted 3 months later. Also it’s implied the saying “the best thing since sliced bread” originated from Americans pushing back against the ban. Look I don’t wanna start discourse about sliced bread but this one lady wrote to the new york times about how she had to slice 22 pieces of bread everyday to feed her family and like yeah I hate cutting bread too but like damn I’m not gonna write to the papers about it, some people are just so goddamned passionate but then again I don’t need to cut 22 slices of bread everyday – maybe I’d be passionate too in her circumstances)

Mammon, Lucifer’s #1 lil lapdog, says he has no idea what sully’s smoking to be talking about ‘back in these days’ but calling Lucifer ‘pompous with an overinflated ego’ is going too far, Satan’s dumbstruck by Mammon’s betrayal because despite everything Mammon’s always been there ready to badmouth Lucifer. Beel says Lucifer’s a good guy who always thinks about them and does what’s best for them (so it’s the same as now except he doesn’t try to hide all that behind 36 layers of assholery). Belphie says he can be easily misunderstood because he’s cold and blunt. Satan comments on everyone up here loving Lucifer (so it’s the same as now except they don’t try to hide it all behind 36 layers of assholery). Asmo asks why they wouldn’t love him when he’s their ‘beautiful, strong big brother’ and that they’re all proud of him (guys Satan’s seconds away from losing his shit and this is the last chapter dbksnkdsjksdnk next lesson the entire Celestial Realm gets reduced to rubble as Satan goes on a rampage rip). Levi says Lucifer looks after him even though he’s totally useless (he says it so casually too I don’t know whether to laugh or cry). Asmo & Belphie says they don’t know how well Sully knows Lucifer but if he knew him properly it’ll be impossible not to love him (honestly that’s true I hated him till we started learning more about him and now he’s my second favourite character! Guess who’s my first, I bet you can’t!). Satan’s absolutely dumbfounded by the suggestion. Simeon agrees with them saying it’s time to mend fences and maybe Satan can take the first step. Satan seems upset, realising that Simeon left him with the brothers in the hopes that they’d get through to him about Lucifer but then he gets pissed demanding if Simeon set up this whole journey to the past thing. Simeon denies it and tells satan to calm his tits. But Satan’s on a role now, asking if he’s doing it for the status, if he gets Satan and Lucifer to work things out he’ll get prestige amongst the angels which honestly makes no sense but anger rarely makes you rational so whatever. He goes on to ask if Simeon hoped he could control Satan, the same way Lucifer does (and hoo boy the issues. I like to imagine MC’s contemplating jumping out the window right about now.) Simeon tries to deny all of this but is cut off by Satan saying that Simeon thinks Satan needs to understand where Lucifer’s coming from and how he’s not so bad but that Satan doesn’t like Simeon telling him what to do and that he can’t believe Simeon created a whole illusion just to get what he wanted. And then he’s screaming about how if Lucifer is so precious to Simeon he should try being “Lucifer’s sweet, obedient little brother” (to be fair the idea of being micromanaged by your father who doesn’t even want to admit to being your father is very shudder inducing). The brothers obviously where no idea what the fuck is going on (MC has created a rope by tying blankets together and is now rappelling down through the window), Levi stutters and asks what Sully’s talking about, Beel asks if he and Lucifer have history, Satan looks shocked and sad for a second before he storms out (probably not a good idea considering what he is, where they are and when they are). Asmo seems upset he left, Mammon seems agitated and wonders wtf his deal was. Simeon says he hadn’t meant to set him off like that and that after all of MC’s therapy sessions Satan would have been more open to talking about everything but that he realises that Satan’s progressing at his own pace. MC knowing their job is never over (climbs back up through the window) offers to go after him. Simeon thanks them and says he feels terrible and will apologise but to spare Simeon’s head being ripped from his shoulders MC really should go smooth things over first. They find Satan in the woods looking sad and ask if he’s okay, he doesn’t reply. They can either hug him or take his hand. Hugging leads to a kiss there’s no choice (whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy let MC hug their friends and give the option to kiss or not instead of them both being to kiss). They sit silently together under the trees, holding hands and looking up at the Celestial Palace and this is the sweetest type of silent understanding that I love. After Satan’s calmed down he says MC can leave and go back to the others now. Just before they can answer they are confronted by Lucifer who asks them who they are and what they’re doing there. And that’s the end :))))))))))))))) Next Lesson’s either gonna be a long ass therapy session or a full out street fight can’t wait

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AJAJHSHAB YOU NEVER FAIL TO IMPRESS🤩🤩I really am stuck in my head and most of the time it’s not even on purpose, i’m literally just zoned out not thinking about anything - it’s such a bad habit oml I can’t tell you how many times I got yelled at about it

Hehe I have an Aqua rising so that aloof part is even more noticeable! Having pisces placements is really a blessing and curse for me. Seeing the good in everyone really got me messed up even when I see red flags...bc I feel like even deserves a second chance😀

Neptune is my dominant planet so I’m not surprised it plays a big role in my chart😂Pay attention to the 12th...my neptune is in the 12th- is that important? It also conjuncts my asc so i’m sure it directly affects my appearance as well, actually all my dominant planets are in my first house and conjuncts my asc which I’m sure also affects my appearance (?) Ah it’s so exciting to talk about this since I’m beginning to get deeper into astrology and I somewhat know l what i’m talking about!!!😂🥰 You make the experience even more fun bc the info you give out is easy to understand:)

Btw I absolutely adore art! It’s one of my favorite subjects and I love making new things, it’s like I always need to do something with my hands.

Huh ...this is the second time I’ve heard someone say there’s a possibility for me being a psychic considering how much in tune I am with things , I was also actually just talking about this with my friend the other day! I’m not sure how I feel about it but since I’ve been trying to use my intuition more I might just try it:)

I’ve always been complimented for my eyes, it’s one of my favorite traits🥰Oh god how did you know!? It’s literally so hard for me to not smile without my eyes!!Hey leave me and my round head out of this LMAO🤚🏼

My dressing style is...interesting to say the least. I’m constantly changing my aesthetic, I can’t stay with one thing:’) Ooooh mysterious vibes~ Ik the 10th house may also play a part in how we are viewed to the public and I have a scorpio mc with pluto in the 10th. Eh idk if that really does anything tho. NOOO NOT THE HEIGHT! I’m more on the average side but i’m the oldest of my siblings yet i’m the shortest💀

Funny you mention that- Luicd dreaming is something I got interested in but for some reason I forgot about it, I’m gonna look into it again!👀

Bby I really am shy but tbh I feel like once I’m comfortable i’m definitely extroverted- Hmm I guess you can call me an extroverted introvert AJSKHSB anyways sorry i keep getting off track oml. I feel that sometimes my 1st house stellium can wash out my reserved personality and that neptune dominance. YYESSS I LOVE STYLING!!!😌 ITS LIKE MY STYLE IS ALWAYS DIFFERENT BUT YOU CAN GET AN IDEA OF WHAT I LIKE. AWHWHJMSKS I LOVE THIS SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOUR WORK IS BEAUTIFUL! MUAH MUAH MUAH I HOPE MY FEEDBACK WAS INFORMATIONAL ON SOME THINGS FOR YOU! TAKE CARE AND CONTINUE TO SPREAD YOUR JOY YOU BIG BUNDLE OF SUNSHINE AND HAPPINESS🌈✨

AWWW IM GLAD IT RESONATED AND GIRL I HAVE TO CONTINUE THIS BECAUSE THOSE ARE SOME BEAUTIFUL PLACEMENTS

Oml you must look soo gorgeous btw! So first you said you keep changing your aesthetics and stuff? GIRL YOUR RISING IS AQUARIUS IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE AHH

plus Neptune is conjunct your AC and in 12th? You must look so ethereal and not even know it oml

Neptune conjunct AC is seen in a lot of models charts btw 🥳 my mom who has Neptune in the 1st was scouted for modelling when she was younger so I know first hand experience! Neptune conjunct ascendant is definitely in their head often. You could daydream a lot or if you have dreams they could be vivid AF and if you do get into lucid dreaming or astral projection I feel like you could do wonders oml. Astral projection I've heard for some people can be scary and you need to be careful and protect yourself, personally for me I've gotten used to it some more but still working on it!

I love your placements so much!! Thank you for taking the time to share everything, I enjoyed reading it!

Have a beautiful day and I'm glad it resonated!! 🥳🥺🌈🍭

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Tonight’s the Night(part7) TheDirt!TommyLeeXReader

Summary: You have been on tour for almost a year, event after event, mile after mile. Your uncle was Doc the manager of Mötley Crüe, one of you favorite bands. He pulled a few strings and got you on this tour for a late birthday present and for making up the lost time from when you didn’t see him much as a child. As he was one of the only ‘father’ figures you had. Recently found yourself thinking more and more of Tommy. Could you possibly be falling in love with the hopeless romantic? If you were could he possibly feel the same?

~ Not because of the event but because of the beautiful man, that was holding your hand.~

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Side note:// i know that as of rn it’s not tommy ik ik but this is drama for the future

  Stepping out of the Pontiac flashing lights, screaming fans, yelling reporters didn’t seem to bother you, the only thing that mattered was the one hand that was on yours. Holding your dress and walking, then stopping to take photos then being questioned ever now and then by the MTV “news reporters’. Honestly you liked every second, maybe it was because Tommy maybe it’s because of the flashing lights. Who knows. You spotted Nikki and the rest of the band not far away and pointed to them to get him to notice them. Continuing the stop for a few minutes then walking a 5 feet then stopping again, you eventually got to the circus of idiots. Vince took Skylar, his daughter to the event.

You bent down and she looked at you and smiled, running over to you.

“Y/N!” wrapping her small arms around you neck, you picked her up and spun her carefully. Vince told you out of all the band, you were her favorite, and you weren’t in the band. That same night Sharise and him asked you to be her godmother.

“Hi baby.” You smiled and then going civilizations, holding Skylar you talked to the band. You felt a hand creep around to the small of your back. Looking over it was Tommy’s, causing a red color come across your face. You tickled Skylar, making the heaven come down with giggles. Finally after some pictures and question you, Skylar, and the band walked in.

Taking your seats in the auditorium, which was in the front. The yahoos to your right, skylar to the left. Eventually everyone was sitting and the awards show begun.

Dave Mustaine and Alice Cooper walked out, neiling over the mick

“Alice, you know what hard rockers have in common?” Dave joked

“Well for one thing, we can’t dance.”

After a moment of hesitation. Dave opened the envelope, looked at it and joked “And the winner is MC Hammer, no Aerosmith!” Everyone clapped and shouted. Steven Tyler and the other walked on stage and made their speech. Taking the award and walking off, everyone clapped again. Dave and Alice walked off the stage and Graham Nash and Mick Fleetwood walked on the stage and staged the nominees for best heavy metal/rock band Album: dr. feelgood: Mötley Crüe, Flesh and Blood: Poison, and Aerosmith. After what seemed like forever the winner was anonounced and Mötley Crüe won. The boys stood up and clapped along with everyone and walked to the stage. Making all of their thank you’s. Then taking their award and sat back down.

Skylar ran over to Vince “Congratulations Daddy!” Vince smiled and picked his beloved daughter up and hugged her then sat back down.

“Congrats, dipshits.” You smiled at the band as they were like kid in a candy store. You went through the rest of the show then finally to the boys after party. It seemed like all of the members from Van Halen to Guns n’ Roses came. The booze, drug, and girls came in bunches. Cups were littered almost everywhere, a normal mötley party.

Holding one of the plastic cups to your lips, you stared out into the view that Vince’s mansion included. You had changed once you had gotten there, the boys took off their jackets and unbuttoned some of the bottons on the shirt. Everyone was having a great time, until Heather walked up to you eyeing you up and down, a smirk appeared on her face.

“Hi we didn’t have a nice introduction, I’m obviously Heather.” She smiled as politely as she could muster and stuck her arm out. You looked at it and smirked placing your cup on her hand.

“Get lost hun, this isn’t your crowd.” With that you walked away, finding Nikki lighting the sleeve of his leather jacket that I brought, as his request. You laughed and shimmied you body onto of the counter. Nikki soon got bored of the flames and ran cold water over it.

“Where’s your drink?” His voice loud but the question was stated.

“Gave it too the misfit.” You smirked. Nodding your head over to her and Tommy.

“That the new one?” He snickered and started pouring the both of you guys drinks, then handing you one of the cups the placing a free hand on your thigh.

“Yeah, Oh shit.” It seemed like the blonde told Tommy and he was fuming his way towards the two of you.

And fuming he was.

You threw the drink on him “How about you get you’re head out of her ass, when you do then talk to me like an adult.” You got off the counter, grabbing Nikki’s hand you dragged him away. Tears threatening to fall from your eyes, you wiped them away because big girl dont cry, as your mom always told you.

You smashed your lips to Nikki, him taking a second to realize what you did, but then kissed back. He was good. The two of you eventually pulled away, mouth agape and slightly swollen.

“Holy shit.” You both said at the same time. Nikki bent down and picked you up, you wrapped your legs around the bassist torso. Picking up where you left the kiss, you some how move to a open chair. You two both kind of fell into the chair, you now sitting there in a startle position. Both of you trying to get closer to each other, if it was possible. You were pulling on fabric, hair, skin. Nothing mattered to you in this second. You knew Nikki wanted this and had since Doc introduced you to him. The boy was very vocal about it. Sometimes he got handsy.

You pulled away and Nikki kissed down you’re throat, giving hickeys every time his lips traced you’re skin, you moaned as he found the spot behind you’re ear, this drove you crazy. Finding that your core was burning with a need for him, you started grinding yourself against him, earning a groan which tickled your throat causing you to giggle. He pulled away from the contact and smiled a smile you’ve never seen, you locked eyes with the bassist and slowly closed the gap between the two of you, not in a complete lustful way but in a gently way. Something you didn’t know Nikki was capable of, at first it shocked you then it almost melted your heart.

Nikki’s arms wrapped around you, somehow pulling you even closer to him. You’re hand found there way to his cheeks. You guys pulled away to catch some air, both panting almost like they were dogs. Want to go get a room, doll?” He smiled and looked at the hickeys forming on your neck.

Nikki got tired of looking for a room that wasn’t occupied and just unlocked one of the main bedrooms Vince had for the boys.

You bit your lip, and wrapped an arm around his neck, propping yourself on an elbow. Next you knew clothes were thrown in each direction and nikki was grabbing a condom and wrapping it over himself. He lined himself up at your entrance, then pushed into you. Both of you moaned.

“Fuck you’re tight.” He watched himself disappear in you. Speeding up his pace, but then went slow and deep, causing you bothe to moan.

“Fuck Nikki, fuckkkk.” You both we’re drawing close to your climax. Nikki must have felt it to as he pulled out, causing you to groan, but you seen his head fell between your legs and began his work on you. Moans and profanities fell from your lips, you have never fell this much pleasure before from any other douche bag boyfriends.

Nikki looked at you through his eyelashes and pulled away from you “you gonna cum for me doll?” he smirked and continued his thing. That sent you over the edge. Nikki liked up all of your juices. Now it was your turn to please him.

With wobbly legs you managed to climb off of the bed, Nikki now sitting on the edge of the bed. “Come here doll.”

You obeyed, sitting on your knees in front of him, your head was leveled with his hips. Looking at him through your eyeslashes, you grabbed the shaft and raised and licked a trail from the base of his length to the tip, when st the tip you swirled your tongue around it before kitten licking the slit. Nikki turned to a hair pulling, groaning, moaning mess. With every tug there was a hum with every hum there was a groan. You finally stopped teasing him and put his dick in your mouth, slowly letting your teeth graze upon the shaft, earning a loud yet husky groan from him. You began to bob your head, that is until nikki got tired of your slow pace and started face fucking you.

“Fuck like that babe, fuckkk. Such a naughty mouth for such a good girl. Fuck.” Nikki’s head fell backwards as he realesed his fluids to the back of your throat, in which you swallowed because momma didn’t raise you to be a little bitch. (lol sorry had to). It was warm and slightly salty, pulling him out of your mouth you sat back a little and looked up at him. “Come here.”

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report: haikyuu!! summer week day 5 part 1 (shinka no natsu)

previously: day 1 (shoen) day 2 (itadaki no keshiki) day 3 (karasuno, fukkatsu!!) day 4 (shousha to haisha)

guests: kagechan, fucchi, shouri, takumi

(...the haikyuu day event sure did wipe everything else from my brain, wow. but. i'll do my best...!)

so when the cast first ran out, shouri wasn't there – he just hung back without telling anyone because kagechan kept looking back at the wings and cracking up and takumi looked like he wanted to die. this was, of course, so that after kagechan welcomed the audience to haikyuu summer week, shouri could stroll out dramatically and say "HEY, YOUR SENPAI IS HERE. your senpai in this event. and in haikyuu. your senpai." ok shouri.

kagechan was nominally the MC and he did an impressive job fighting the black hole of attention that is kondou-kun for control. XD but... shouri: who's the MC anyway kagechan: it's me?? it's obviously me? fucchi: i mean, we don't know yet. shouri: i was the MC for karasuno fukkatsu so i'll kindly let one of you first-timers do it – takumi, you want to MC right? takumi: ……...yeah………sure…….... shouri: he does. i can see it in his face.

then they did janken and fucchi won so he briefly took over, just long enough to skip to the end of the script – "how did you all enjoy the screening today??" kagechan: this is as far as we rehearsed.

during cheer practice we did shouri's dumb high school cheer again. for him. not kuroo. XD

when we practiced the "volleyball, haikyuu" bit they briefly mentioned how strong the impact of adding "ue wo miageru" was – i think it was shouri maybe? who said that when first reading the script it jumped right out at him and made him like, reflexively want to look at the ceiling. ...and that the returning cast kept messing up in rehearsal, for a while there would always be several people who forgot to say "ue wo miageru" and went straight to "kyuugi de aru", lol.

and shouri ALMOST got us to do his "nyan nyanya nyan nyan nyan" cheer for nekoma, he got all the way through explaining it to everyone else, and telling us that he'd gotten whistled off for it the other day, and asking the ref for permission, and through one round of tobe tobe karasuno / hey hey fukuro / ike ike nekoma nya nya-- ...and got whistled off. XD

meanwhile, takumi kept sliding off toward the edge of the stage and shouri would be like "GET BACK HERE" and pull him into the middle. and then get distracted harassing someone and takumi would slide away again. much like with naoki, he got pulled into doing a lot more choreo than he would have otherwise simply by virtue of being in proximity to shouri, lol. (i heard the girls behind me at hajimari no kyojin that night laughing about "poor higashi-kun", haha.) only whereas naoki played the straight man aloud, takumi just silently, like, grinned and bore it.

having said that, during the screening shouri was obviously Peak Shouri, but hilariously enough he TIRED HIMSELF OUT by running around so much so i actually don't think it was as over the top as karasuno fukkatsu.

specifically, it was the scenes at coach ukai's that killed him, he and takumi came out as the elementary school kids bouncing around and acting super dumb and then shouri started running around doing every one of the tempos and eventually he had to like, wipe his face and lean over and brace himself he was breathing so hard. shouri u noodle.

takumi also made shouri act out bokuto's part so he could be konoha. it was cute, the way they were careful to respect that it was kouki on screen but that takumi took over the role later without making it seem awkward or unnatural. like during the bit where bokuto yells "the moment you think you can hit a strong spike, that's your chance" -- "kyouretsu na ippatsu ga uteru to omotta shunkan ga...kouki!" -- shouri jumped up and yelled "KOUKI!!!!" along with him and jabbed his finger excitedly at the screen. he brought it up in the aftertalk too. "HAHA IT WAS SO FUNNY TO SEE KOUKI YELLING HIS OWN NAME. :D"

ok back to the beginning tho. unsurprisingly, they had a lot of fun with the hamlet scene – kagechan's timing for running out, lifting his hand slowly, and reciting "SOSHITE, YOKUASA" was BEAT perfect, it got a massive laugh from the audience.

for the opening, they all did their own parts of course – fucchi running out to yell "KIYOKO-SAN" was a joy to behold – but shouri also did sarukui, hips and all, which was sure Something.

when takechan came out to explain the "school rules", shouri literally just galloped across the stage and disappeared into the wings opposite, it was like he couldn't bear to be off stage. XD at first fucchi was as bouncy as shouri, doing all the choreo and super star rolling thunder etc, but eventually he calmed down and sat there watching the screening super seriously, sometimes he was the only one out there.

meanwhile, the ladies made their first appearance! let me tell you, you have never seen such a group of fangirls over saeko/kiyoko-san, i thought everyone in the audience was gonna literally swoon at saeko's first appearnce. self included, obvs. (ofc everyone loved yacchan but that was more of a "you're adorable" and less of a "please wreck me" vibe.) it was also extremely satisfying to yell "akaaaAAAAshi" in one's best bokuto voice along with one thousand other people. and during the exam prep, "norio" also got his own round of character cheers. XD

when yachi yells "murabito b mo tatakaemasu!!" shouri ran out with a cardboard sign that read "MURABITO B", held it up proudly to cheers, then spent several minutes trying to get it to stay upright on one of the chairs. ("nice fight!" someone in the audience called.) murabito b remained on stage in support for the rest of the screening.

for "kageyama's not breathing!" kagechan flopped dramatically to the stage…. and then takumi ran out to do cpr! only it was such like, soft, gentle cpr that kagechan sat up and burst into laughter. in the car with saeko-neesan, kagechan pretended to fall asleep, and then acted out waking up, putting in eyedrops, etc. "ohayou," fucchi told him solemnly.

kagechan and fucchi did a great job with the synchro attack and then with all of karasuno's ending match/group number choreo. hilariously, all four of them started to do the final choreo that includes a bit of each school's signature moves and shouri forgot to do nekoma's. XD "it wasn't that long ago, idk why it's so hard to remember!" he said later, and having witnessed him reenact practically the entirety of karasuno fukkatsu i too wondered the same thing.

oh oh! when karasuno are doing the wheelbarrel walks, kagechan "wheeled" fucchi out all the way across the stage – then when they reached the wings, fucchi held himself up with one arm for several seconds while gesturing at kagechan and without taking a break they reversed course and "walked" back across the stage. from which i conclude that kid has amazing arm strength!

AND THEN.

during the last practice match against fukurodani, as kageyama debates whether to try out the new quick with hinata...

...suga kenta ran on stage, said "yannai no?" and ran off.

IT'S NOT LIKE WE DIDN'T ALL KNOW HE WAS THERE but oh my god the screeching, holy shit. again, self very much included. knowing how much kenta loves that line, i should have known that would be too much for him to resist. and yet. dies. it was incredible.

hilariously, the cast, who were pointing and laughing in shock just like everyone else, didn't acknowledge this surprise until the very end of the aftertalk. "ah yes, someone who… resembled… that orange-haired person on stage… appeared earlier, huh. briefly."

speaking of the aftertalk!

takumi talked about how this play was his stage debut: shouri: he cried ALL THE TIME. he cried at our first cast meeting. he cried on opening night... our takumi's grown so much! :') takumi: ……..….thanks. takumi: i was too nervous to enjoy anything until the play opened tbh. shouri: dude you're nervous right now. takumi: ……..yeah.

apparently during rehearsal takumi was repeatedly told to speak up more during fukurodani's group scenes – no one could hear him contribute to "hey hey hey" etc. but once the show actually opened and they could hear the audience reactions to fukurodani and everything he got less nervous and it became a lot more fun.

shouri: yeah, you had sarukui and everything, lol… i heard the audience calling "kawaii!!" when he appeared earlier and honestly if that's what you call cute... audience: KAWAII kagechan: seriously, i need a dictionary for this.

then shouri pointed out that although in the source material the characters don't use first names that much, in the last barbecue scene ken-chan alone would come on super strong and go around addressing all the characters by their first name. "OI, TETSUROU. TETSUROU. HAVE SOME MORE MEAT." so even though they weren't miked he was so loud that during these serious conversations you can hear him in the background going "TETSUROU. TETSUROU."

OH fucchi told us that "super star rolling thunder" was originallly "stardust rolling thunder"… because fucchi's agency is stardust promotions. XD fucchi: and in that scene i'm with ino hiroki-kun and nagao shizune-chan fucchi: and, you know, they sparkle fucchi: like stardust

apparently he got the go-ahead from worry-san, but not from the higher ups, precisely because of stardust promotions. XD shouri: then why don't you do it now? stardust rolling thunder. fucchi: i, wai-- fucchi: fucchi: fucchi: :| shouri: ^___^ fucchi: i knew it.

from which i conclude fucchi had tried to get out of doing it during their MC planning or something. XD

fucchi: you have to be the sparkles shouri: but i'm watanabe fucchi: -_- shouri: get takumi too fucchi: takumi, what's your agency? takumi: beaco-- fucchi: it's fine, it's fine, over there please

final messages: takumi's was very polite and respectful as he thanked the audience, it was cute. shouri said that watching shinka no natsu made him fondly remember all the work the different schools did to grow as a team and learn to communicate with each other during that summer – it was their irl summer of evolution. fucchi pointed out that he and kagechan will reach their hundredth haikyuu show during the saikyou no team! and kagechan said that he was here sitting in audience -- "right around there" – watching for the shoen dress rehearsal so it was really special to be here in aiia as a proper part of engeki haikyuu. :)

hajimari no kyojin next, then some off-camera stories from event night! THE GOAL LINE IS IN SIGHT. thanks so much for the nice comments, i really appreciate them, and i've been enjoying reading your capslocky tags. :D

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Mate I need a favor 💖 So I have a request for a headcanon lol I need agnst in my life so (rip please help jk) So how would the rfa+v+saeran+ vanderwood reacting to MC finding out that they were cheating on them and that mc wanted a divorce/after the divorce she remarried a different rfa member Thanks Ik this may be hard for some characters and I'm sorry for that. Btw love your blog Please help me out fam

OooOO~ I like this~ I also added a surprise for more feels if that’s okay? heh heh Lets do some angst shall we? this is going to kill me :)

RFA+V+Saeran+ Vanderwood MC that finds them cheating and marries another member (with a twist)

Yoosung

You would have never seen this coming

But Yoosung changed as time went on

You noticed that there were mostly women that brought their animals into the animal clinic

and you noticed how much he loved all the attention he was getting from all those women

you being his only girlfriend and soon to be wife

he didn’t really get much experience with love

He thought for a moment

“What would it be like to be with someone else?”

 Now he didn’t realize he said that out loud

You kept your mouth shut

You were angry

You were 2 months pregnant and he’s curious how it would be with others?

you just told him, which is why you two were more eager to get married

Is he having doubts about having kids?

He’s only been with one woman and he’s scared to commit?

Hell no

You were going to set him straight today

You couldn’t even wait for him to get back from work

You hurry to his office

“Hey Sherry, do you know where Yoosung is? I have to talk to him”

“Backroom like usual, and lucky for you today is a slow day”

That was lucky but it did strike you weird

You make it the room he’s in and you open it slightly

“I’m with MC”

You stop

You have got to be kidding me

this is not a TV drama

You just sit and listen to what’s happening

“But you did say you were attracted to me right?”

“Well yeah but MC-

She kissed him

That’s it

“Yoosung Kim!”

He jumped back

“MC I can-”

“Do not even finish that sentence”

You pull him out by the ear

The whole way home was awkward and silent

Once home you two sat down

He looked so guilty

“Well? I’m waiting for your side”

He sat there and took a breath

“She did kiss me and I didn’t kiss back”

“Good now go back to where you said and I quote, “What would it be like to be with someone else?”

His eyes widen

“Yoosung I heard you and I want to know if you are committed to me 100% I have to know now before we go through with this wedding and raise a child”

He froze a bit at the child word

At this point you got the answer

“Alright Yoosung, say no more…No marriage, You’re not ready…”

He was so sad

but he didn’t say anything because you were right

“I’m very angry that you didn’t just talk to me”

“I didn’t want to hurt you MC…”

You just do a bitter smile

“But you did Yoosung”

It was silent for a moment

“Yoosung…although we can’t be together…I hope you reconsider being there for our baby…”

You packed your stuff to leave

“MC you shouldn’t go! I’ll just find somewhere else to sleep!”

“honestly right now…This home doesn’t feel like it’s mine anymore…”

after you said those words you didn’t say anything else and left

You were trying to figure out where to go

The sun was about to go down and the day was clear and happy

but you didn’t exactly feel that way

“I could go to Zen…No he would go right after Yoosung”

“Jaehee would be best…but I don’t wanna bother her…”

Your phone rings and you pick it up and see it’s Jihyan

“MC I just…Are you okay?”

“Of course I am.”

There was a silence

“‘Then why are you crying” 

You finally feel how raw your cheeks were from crying and quietly hiccuping 

“I’m not…It’s just raining”

You hear foot steps stopping in front of you and you lift your head

“It’s not good to lie MC”

He wiped your cheeks

“Come on we should go and get out of this rain shall we?”

You stayed with Jihyan for a long while, you didn’t have the money to constantly be at a hotel or buy an apartment

“You can just stay here I’m willing to share”

As time went on Yoosung came around to helping with the baby

But you weren’t exactly ready to go back to him…well if you ever planned to

you think it’s around the time that Jihyan went with you to see the gender of the baby in place of Yoosung that you fell for him

but you kept it to yourself

You thought you were being selfish to think that way

it made you more determined to move out of his place

You didn’t want to fall more in love when you’re pregnant with another man’s baby

So when you tried to leave he wouldn’t even let you touch the door knob wow Jumin much? 

“I’m sorry Jihyan but I have feelings for you so I cannot be here.”

Once those words were said he kissed you

“Then I really can’t let you leave”

You two kept it secret for a little bit

But then when you two knew you wanted to be serious you just had to tell Yoosung

He face fell

“You like…V now?”

You honestly felt bad

“Yes”

He kind of just laughed

“It’s okay…It’s my fault it happened”

Well he’s not wrong

“As long as your happy then I guess it’s okay…”

He bitterly smiled with a few tears

“Even if it’s not with me…I’ve only ever wished you to be happy”

Zen

Zen only ever looked at you

at first

honestly sometimes it did cross your mind that maybe Zen would cheat

but then you shook your head

“Zen would never, I’m just insecure”

So you always blamed yourself when he did something out of the usual

“He’s just working more hours to provide for me and our unborn baby

“Zen must be tired and stressed, having a pregnant wife and a hard working job can be a lot

So when you came home and heard zen…from your bedroom…with someone…else…

You knew this one isn’t on you

This was him

You just smiled sadly and left to the first person that came to mind

“Jaehee can i stay for a few days”

you stayed with Jaehee for more then a few days

Both you and her were devastated

Zen came by and apologized

“I never wanted to cheat on you, I was going to wait until i divorced you to continue with my other relationship”

He was just so casual about it that you didn’t even know what to think anymore

what was worse

Him cheating?

or him planning on leaving you to be with someone else?

they feel about the same

“I just don’t think I should be with someone I don’t love anymore”

You just nod with a fake smile like usual

you two divorce

although he did a wrong

You didn’t want to ruin his career so this whole situation was swept under the rug

Famous Zen and pregnant wife divorce because wife was jealous of all the attention Zen was getting!

Zen put those to rest

He didn’t want his fans to think bad of you

he didn’t hate you or dislike you

He just didn’t love you anymore

So he was there whenever it came to the baby

Every appointment and he checked on you daily to see how the baby was doing like nothing ever happened

it was killing you

What did help you was Jaehee

She was also at every one of your appointments

She was there as much as Zen but she made you feel better

when you fell for her you didn’t expect it to happen

you had told her about your feelings

you were surprised when she reciprocated your feelings 

you were more then happy

you knew you two would be together for the long haul

When you told zen that you were moving on with Jaehee

He actually smiled

“I’m glad you found someone like I did, Jaehee will make a great addition to the family”

It stung a little

but he was right about one thing

you did find someone

someone that would love you far better then Zen ever could

Jaehee

She was never 100% there

Even though she did what she wanted

it seemed that she always was looking for more

first she thought that getting married to you would fill what she think is missing

“No it’s still not right”

Going to the next level

“Lets start a family”

That had to be it, that had to be was missing

So you two were trying for a baby

You wanted to be pregnant so you oped for insemination

But it was starting to be fruitless

But just when you thought about giving up

a test came up positive

You and Jaehee were going to have a baby!

Well

When you went to tell her the news she was already sitting down at the table

“MC…I must tell you something…”

She seemed so sad and upset

“Jaehee? I…I have something to tell you too”

“Please let me go first, I have to tell you this”

You were worried and scared even

You sat across from her waiting for her to speak

It took a few moments but she was able to say it

“I’m sorry MC but…I’ve been unfaithful”

You froze

“You…what?”

she was waiting for yelling or tears but it never came

You look at her and just

“I’m pregnant”

There was a light in Jaehee’s eyes

“You are?”

She was so excited she thinks there’s hope for you two

“I want a divorce”

That was something she wasn’t expecting

“But don’t you want to be together for the baby?”

“We don’t have to be together to raise this baby”

She couldn’t argue

“Okay”

The papers were filed but you both were civil 

No matter how strong you are you still needed support

which Yoosung was more then willing to be there for

Yoosung was that support that Jaehee failed to be

When it came to you giving birth to your baby, it was Yoosung that was in there with you in the delivery room

not Jaehee

after you saw how much Yoosung loved your baby you wanted him

you two got wed and you had your family grow

you were pregnant with Yoosung’s baby

so as your family grew

Jaehee’s stayed the same

She never really moved on from you

But at least she figured out what she thought was missing

You

She just forgot it

and there’s no chance of getting you back

Jumin

He got so busy with work

He didn’t even have time with you or the kids

Elizabeth was getting sickly and it really started effecting Him

He was distant for awhile but then she got better

He was still very distant

You tried to figure out why he was so different but never could come up with an answer

So you asked him

“Dear…why are you so…Distant? me and the kids miss you”

He wasn’t beating around the bush

“It seems that the apple doesn’t fall for from the tree…I am a lot like my father when it comes to women”

“What do you mean?”

“I love you more then life itself MC”

“Jumin? you’re worrying me”

“But I have betrayed you”

You wanted to pretend he didn’t say that

with a shaky voice you asked

“I’m sorry…can you repeat that please?”

“MC I don’t intent to say that again because I know it hurts you”

“ah…yeah you’re right…haha…I need some air…watch the kids for me please”

Before he replies you run out

Walking around you just think

Do I stay with him?

I don’t want to be with someone that has cheated

But what a about the kids? 

Well they are too young to remember this…

But they should have parents that are together…

you feel trickles of tears down your cheek

you pull out your phone to call Jaehee to talk to someone.

you call and hear a click

“Jaehee…I need to talk to you…”

You had said that with so much sorrow and sadness you could tell something was wrong

“MC? is that you?”

You stop 

this isn’t Jaehee

you pull it away from your ear and see you accidentally called Saeyoung

“Oh I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to call you good bye”

“Wait wait! Can I help?”

You think about it while you’re crying

“Honestly? I don’t know if anyone can help me…”

“God seven can do anything for you!”

You giggle

you tell him where you are and he picks you up

on the way to his home you don’t talk about the problem

you talk about everything but the problem

When you show up there you still don’t say anything

you ended up falling asleep on his couch and woke up from the constant calls Jumin did

If you didn’t reply he would send the whole world after you

But you didn’t want to…you pick the phone anyways

“Don’t worry Jumin I’m fine I just needed time, are the kids okay?”

Seven watched quietly when you talked normally in the phone while tears streamed down your face 

“that’s good. I’ll come back to pick them up. I’m just going to take the day with the kids…I need time”

You finish the conversation and hang up

seven looks at you silently

You smile at him with your tear stained face

“Okay…I’m ready to talk”

you told him everything

Seven couldn’t even believe what you said

He just quietly listened

“So yup…I ran away…pretty lame huh?”

“No…just human”

Those words were exactly what you needed to hear

You cried in his arms but after you leave his home with a smile on your face.

you didn’t want to seem sad when you see the kids

Seven brought you there and spent the day with you while you took a day off with your babies

How Seven played with your 2 year old boy

It was perfect how much energy they both have

and your 5 month old little girl

He was so sweet and gentle

Jumin was a great father

But Jumin was never this way with the kids

after your day with the kids and seven you were ready to face Jumin

“Jumin…I think it’s best if he split”

You said that like it was natural and Jumin was taken aback

“MC I do regret what I did but-”

“Jumin…I love you as the best friend I ever had…I love you as the father of our children…But I don’t know if I could properly love you or trust you as my husband”

His heart broke

But he couldn’t blame you

he agreed to sign the papers

and rumors were shushed and it went on like nothing happened

You decided to live on a different level of the same building at the beginning so the kids while be close to Jumin

But as time went on your feelings for him died down

and reformed for someone else

Saeyoung

He put the fun in your life that you haven’t had for a long time

Things got so serious and strict when you married Jumin

but with Saeyoung it was free and silly

you had feelings for seven when you first joined the RFA but then you got closer to Jumin that you forgot them

you weren’t going to say anything

and you didn’t

it was Him that brought it up

“You know MC I used to really like you”

“Same”

you didn’t even think about it

You both realized that back then you both had feelings and you both did nothing about them

once out in the air you two fell in love again

after awhile you and him were planning your spaceship wedding

When you told Jumin he pretended to not care and congratulated you two

“I wish you two the best she deserves the best”

He watched at you looked at Saeyoung with love that was even more intense that you two ever did

“maybe she was never mine to begin with”

Seven

He was never around anymore

You never really put together where he went

It started around the twins 1st birthday

He went back to the

“I’m dangerous”

“I’ll only hurt you”

“I’m a bad person”

And you did not want to go through that again

So you confronted him

With tears in his eyes he told you what he did

So those extra hours at the toy shop…

you suspected something

but never acted upon it

“I forgive you”

He stops

“MC?”

“I love you way too much to let you go just yet”

so all’s forgiven

until

he just shut you out

He didn’t want your forgiveness

it just made him feel worse

“being together makes me feel ugly MC I can’t take it”

it made you upset and angry that he wanted to leave to make himself feel less guilty

but…you couldn’t hate him…

“Okay…we can divorce I don’t want you to hate yourself”

He was so relieved

“I’m sorry I hurt you…”

after you sign the papers you played being the perfect mother and person

you stayed living with Seven for the twins

so you kept the fake face every second to make sure seven didn’t feel guilty

but it was just one night when Seven took the kids for a fun day

and you were all alone

that you just let yourself slip…only for a little bit

while in tears you heard

“Now don’t you feel better after taking your mask off?”

You jump hearing Vanderwood speak

He was a good friend

but nothing to run home about

You wipe away your tears

“It’s nothing I’m just tired would you like some food? I can make some food for you”

You go for the kitchen but he grabs your forearms

“Stop trying to act perfect doesn’t it get tiring?”

Without your permission tears well up in your eyes

and you just smile sadly

“Yeah…every tiring”

He made you sit there and cry things out but you just weren’t letting the tears fall just yet

“Damn so annoying, you want to cry so just cry!”

You just giggle

“But crying wouldn’t fix my problems will it?”

“You dummy, yes it will. you’re going to end up in some sort of insane asylum if you don’t. are you meant to be perfect?”

You just laugh

“No I’m not perfect I’m very flawed if it made Saeyoung cheat on me so I need to be perfect for him so he can be happy”

there it is

“you are dumb, the fact that you think it’s your fault for his stupidness makes you even more stupid

and you just keep smiling until you feel that tears 

your smiles falter and you sob

Vanderwood wasn’t very good with these things but he knows when someone needs a hug, and you needed more then one

Vanderwood became your support after that day

“I told you to stop being perfect” 

“mess up for once you’re making me look bad”

spending time with him…it was easier to breathe again

after some time…you knew it was time to move on

you decided to leave the bunker and be on your own

You and Saeyoung would switch having the kids

and when you were in over your head Vanderwood would be there for you

Seven noticed how Vanderwood was around you and knew

but he didn’t do anything as you two fell more and more in love

It wasn’t his right to take back that piece of heart of yours and fix it

Vanderwood was the one that has it and is fixing it

“I’ll just only break it again”

V

He never forgot her

Rika this. Rika that

He always thought about her

Even after you two got married from time to time you would see him looking at pictures of Rika

Sometimes you would hear him call out for Rika at night

So when you got pregnant you were worried what he would react with

“Jihyan?”

“Yes love?”

“I have something to tell you”

You sat him down at told him what you found out

He just sat there with a sad glance

“Are you unhappy?”

Your heart dropped

“No I am very happy…but I think you’ve noticed how I’ve been acting…about Rika…”

So he is aware of his issue

“I want to be a part of our child’s life…but I don’t deserve you.”

You knew how this was going to pan out.

You had hope but you knew

“I can’t be with you If I can’t give you my whole heart….I’m sorry MC”

You both were upset about this income

but you both agreed to be co-parent as friends

Now even though you decided to do this

you were lonely

when V wasn’t helping you

He was visiting Rika at wherever they sent her off to in secret

So all alone the most unlikely person helped you

“You know frowning like that with effect your kid”

“Saeran?”

You didn’t know him very well

You helped him and V get out of Mint eye

and talked to him a few times but you didn’t think he liked you very much

But as time went on you two got closer then you could admit

You both helped each other

It was some time before Saeran got the courage to ask you out 

let alone ask you to marry him

When the time came it was pretty obvious that you two were in love

your baby was about 2 by then

While with V he admitted

“although You don’t have all of my heart, you will always have a portion of it”

“I could say the same”

“I want to lie and say that that doesn’t make me happy, But it does…Saeran…deserves all of your heart…you should just forget me, your heart doesn’t belong to me anymore”:

Saeran

I should have seen this coming

He always so angry and distant

Or he was more loving that you can believe

but it was more distant then that latter

He wasn’t sure why he was so angry

He stopped seeing his therapist 

so it was up to you to be there

But he didn’t want it

He honestly blamed you

His angry words hurt you

But he would apologize 

Although he would just turn back around and to it again

You two were already drifting

and you found comfort in Zen

Saeran wasn’t around when you wanted to tell him you were pregnant

But he wasn’t

When he was done with his little angry fit for the week

He thought you had cheated on him with Zen

So he retaliated the only way he knew

pay back

So he cheated on you too

When he told you what he did 

you were hurt and you explained that you weren’t cheating

that you needed someone to talk to about the baby

“Baby?”

He was freaking out

He hasn’t even proposed to you yet

and he isn’t really sure he wanted a kid

So he broke up with you on the spot to figure things out

“And what if i’m not here when you finish figuring things out?”

“Fine by me”

And you didn’t see him for a long time

when you went to find out the gender of the baby?

He wasn’t there

When the baby was born

not even a peep

You asked seven about it and he doesn’t even know

So when Zen proposed to you

you didn’t hesitate

once you walked into your house and saw Saeran

He went to see help and was ready to come back

He was more then sorry because of how he treated you

he knew he was in the wrong

“If it’s okay with you…I want to be apart of our baby’s life”

You agreed

you think he deserves a chance with your baby

He was going to ask about you but then he saw the engagement ring

“It’s Zen…isn’t it?”

At first you were worried he would go off but

“I’m glad you’re happy”

He really changed for the better

After your wonderful conversation he left

Seven picked him up

“Are you really happy for her?”

“Yeah…I’m just sad it wasn’t with me”

Vanderwood

It’s like he never loved me

but Vanderwood did love you

he really did

but it seemed that his agent life never left him

he found that he liked his old life more then the one right in front of him.

You knew more then anything when you overheard secret calls

“Hun? who are you taking to?”

He gave you a cold stare

“What?”

his voice was so harsh and mean

“I just wanted to know if you wanted to help me put our baby to bed…”

…

“Yeah just give me a minute”

He would slowly ease away from you

And then he just wasn’t there

at this point it was obvious he went back to “work”

but you still had hope so you waited

Well he knew you would and he didn’t want you to wait for him

When you went to get the mail there was one from him

You were very excited but then your smile left when you saw it was divorce papers

I won’t sign them, you don’t give up that easy but he knew that too

He added photos to the letter

Photos that showed you that he was unfaithful to you

This way you could move on with your life

Well moving on with your life was harder that you could imagine

Who would be there for you?

“MC? it seems you’re having some problems, would you like my help?”

Jumin was there for you

After expressing that you had to raise your baby alone Jumin wanted to help you

You refused financial help but he was there for you Emotionally

you two grew to love each other and eventually you moved on and got married

It wasn’t that long after your honeymoon that you got a letter in the mail from Vanderwood

“Congratulations”

okie I hope you liked it. I’ve never done angst before so I cant say it’s good so ya. I worked on this sad shit show for hours so I REALLY hope you like it